awesome?

birthday wishes! (and more)

2011-07-04T00:34:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to yoon doojoon!
haha, im finally catching the dates of beast members' birthdays. cant believe i missed dongwoon's by a day. haha, cant believe that im actually posting this kind of rubbish on my blog anyway!
yeap, so happy birthday leedeoh! (: lead beast well! haha, 생일 축하해요!

AND, hope dear zaiyuan will get well soon! it isnt nice to know that your good friend is lying on a hospital bed now, waiting for treatment while im totally slacking at home. roarr, what a bad friend i am. sigh. hope his family and jac will keep his mind off whatever's making him sick! hwaiting, chingu ya! ;D

back at where i was

2011-06-21T02:06:00.003+08:00

for all the times when i am in jc, nothing seemed right.
it seemed like a mess, like a huge blob of brown paint amidst the colours of red blue and gold.
i tried to find a solution; and i tried to rub it off my chest
but it would only worsen.

what is wrong?
i would ask.

the answer was
me.

I
felt that
the people there were weird i had to become another person i had to fit in everything is about politics i had to be popular i must show off i was smart enough to score i can easily juggle things i can live another life
i can be another me.
but
that was just me.
there was just me.
only me.

keep looking back and looking at others. why am i like this how could they be like that i want to be all of that wait how did i use to do all that?
i can do that, i just have to do what i used to.
so, i
just
have to throw away the new me reacquaint with the old me and do all the things that i used to do.

some
where
along the way, i realised.
wait - this is all wrong.
that isnt right.

what is wrong with you?
i would ask.

the answer was,
still,
me.

irony of it
all,
is that i would have to be
me.
yea! just me

after a long day, i found
myself
whizzing past the familiar backdrops, in the familiar brown parched land of Unrest
trying to make sense of it all
dayyum, where had i been all this while?
at the pit-stop
i let the soil run through my fingers, and looked up.

i am
back at where i was.

2011-05-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

nyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

BEAST BEAST BEAST BEAST
DONGWOON DONGWOON DONGWOON!!!!
<3 @_@

homecoming - the eighteenth year.

2011-03-16T02:28:00.000+08:00

hmm.. how should i put it.

i think i am slowly coming to terms with myself - the darker, inner side of me.
perhaps i have been trying too hard to surpress it for the past few years.
that's why i feel more in control of my life now.
or perhaps it's due to the coming of age,
where the coming of mind lags behind.
maybe it's because i can justify my actions and thoughts along a logical flowchart,
i think something good is happening to me.

this has been in me for very long.
i know it.
it existed from the time when i dont know why i'm the only one acting this way, while the others do so differently.
being a total conformist, parental upbringing caused me to believe in everything they say.
i started to think that my way of thinking is bad, and i should reform my brain to be intune with that of those around me.
it led me to believe that i am incapable of thinking the "right" way, because i was corrected time and again by others.
truth to be told, the character in me at that time certainly needs to be corrected.
yet, i just took in what others said, wholesale.
without analysing my own problem, i guess this made me extremely naive to the world.

admittedly, i carved this image out myself.
having an identity crisis since young, i used to question:
"who am i?"
i started to look for answers amongst the people that i encounter.
bit by bit, i analyse what the most widely accepted characteristics are, and emulate them.
this happened during my formative years.
gradually, i became those people - a collection of different people;
never truly being myself.

if you had noticed that i am dumbfounded at certain social situations that are normal to others,
and you wonder if i have not socialised before,
you might be right.
if nobody taught me to react in a certain way, i wont know how to react.
up till today, i rehearse such situations in my head, perfecting my reactions
in accordance to what is most socially acceptable.
never portraying how i really want to react.

that's because i dont know how i should be reacting.
i dont know what emotions i should be feeling.
inside, it's blank.

the reason why i am perceived as extroverted among those that i am closer to,
and introverted among those that i barely know,
is this:
i am accustomed to the way this certain group of people react for years.
what i do is a reflection of the social behaviour in that clique.
when the environment around me changes, i am unfamiliar with how everyone in that new place behaves.
i am shellshocked at the difference in culture.
culture shock?
nah, culture electric shock.

and so, i feel extremely uncomfortable because i behave differently.
feel out of place.
feel lonely.
feel scared.

that, is until i overcome the transition time period, where i start observing and imitating how this new group of people react.
it ranges from language used, the broadness of mind, the way of dressing, or, the way i present myself, to the way i look at and treat myself.
if people around me are uncouth and lazy, i follow suit.
if they are refined and driven, i follow suit too.

the problem is, with the coming of age,
i begin to realise this inherent problem with myself.
bipolar syndrome?
multiple personality disorder?
im not too sure either.
as i expose myself to more things related to psychology, the more things relate to me,
the more i think i understand about myself.

that's where the action starts.
the fact that i have been living in this ultra-conformist self for the past 17 years,
i am totally accustomed to this way of life.
the way of life being the good girl, striving to make friends and succeed in her endeavours.
now that i am more aware of my situation,
i try to make my own decisions.
of course, these are personality crossroads, not practical crossroads like making the decision of which school to go to, or what to eat from the menu.

there is this certain saturation in which i cannot explain.
one that makes me very critical of everything around me.
very
critical.
of everything.
every single thing.

pehaps this is the inner bad girl.
the form of me in the yesteryear.
the one i tried so very hard to curb for all the previous years.
realising that this has always been existing in me,
i tend to liberate myself from the onus i placed upon myself for the past seventeen years.
i tend to think that i am now eighteen, at the age where i cannot be like before, where i must mature.
the maturation of the mind.
perhaps i have been trying too hard.
perhaps i should come to terms with myself that the personality i had lived with since young shall be my permanent self.
perhaps i should understand that while the bad girl has always been a part of me,
good will always triumph evil.
perhaps i should stop being so mercenary.
so cold.
so ruthless.
so devoid of humanity.
sound melodramatic, huh?
maybe you're right after all!

you would have noticed the constant throwing of arguments back and forth -
another trait of me to be indecisive.
the inner turmoil as been constant.
sometimes, i dont even think i had a childhood.
i had been so shrewd right from the start, doing all the right things that will garner praises.
then, i started becoming the person that will be well-liked by most.
finally, i decided to have none of the above.
it's time for change.

now, this unfamiliar being stands in front of me,
staring sharply into my eye.
my body.
my mind.

ironically, this is yet another familiar stock-take of myself from a third person's point of view.
another take on "who am i?", i guess.
i hope this will soon fade away, and i will stop punishing myself.
but, you know what?

i think i know what i've been looking for.
yes, this is how i should put it.
the gap which cannot be filled with anything i try with, can only be satisfied by none other than Him.

wait, - i need to internalise that.
ah yes,
this year,
i will come home.
i will.

swiss is love

2010-10-17T01:49:00.000+08:00

(: been back to swis in the past 4 days!
it was such a great experience, despite the occasional boredom and guilt that you get from being a volunteer in teaching dear juniors. haha.
it was especially awesome yesterday, cos i got to teach physics! haha, feel so accomplished! i rmb the stuff that mr lim taught k! and i even taught my juniors/peers based on the knowledge stuk in my head for the past year. haha. (although most of the teaching in the afternoon for waqiu was done by cf. heh.) hope i did help mr lim and fellow swissers out. (:
i knew a number of new juniors whom i've never seen before in my time as a swisser, and also reconnected with those that i alr know! (: so happy. haha. rahh, i dont think i can be a full-time teacher cos i think i'll feel so attached that i'll just get depression with the passage of students every year. just like mdm sophia. haha.
hope this swiss batch will do us proud by doing even better in the O levels! hwaiting! :D

went out with girlfriends huixin, pauline, florence, shimin to the mint toy museum today! :D haha, it was fun! (and we got half price off the ticket, cos we are students. haha, that made me wanna stay forever as a student. haha) it's been a long time since we've revisited our childhood eh? we even saw what fascinated previous generations of chidren too. haha. we got to expose ourselves to more stuff! haha, like we saw the evolution of toys, and it made me think about how much the expectations of toys has changed with the revolutionising of the human mind through time. haha, so much for comprehension passages eh? (:
the toys also reflected the human attitude. we witnessed the change in culture through toys; like the popularization of the erotic culture, sadistic mentality, and idolization fetish. it also mirrored the vogue of particular eras, for example, the industrialization and globalization period. we also got to see what people of different times and countries were thirsty for, be it the escapade from reality through having imaginary characters who are able to sole pertinent problems with special powers - something in which only fantasy can bring about- , or vision of the future through the models of robots that will fulfil the dreams of the "normal" human beings.
but in any case, it is evident that these toys are indeed influential, and are the objects of desire among many who wish to be in the vogue.
while resting on the $30 000 lounge couch, the girlfriends and i saw little children playing about in the museum. made us reflect upon the responsibilities of being a soon adult-to-be. standing at this point in the walk of life, it certainly is nice to take stock of what has happened, and ready ourselves for what is abou to come. what we're experienceing now is all for a purpose. everything has a lesson for us to take away, something for us to enrich our learning process for the comage of adulthood.

i realised that we shouldn't try to be someone we are not. having fantasized about being an assertive adult since young, i have neglected, or rather, have never realised the importance of being a teenager. now that i am about to turn into a young adult, i suddenly recongnized that i was pretty much a kid up till recently. haha, but it aint matter, since at least i recognized the problem now, when im still 16 - before my 17th birthday, at the very least. being thrust into a new environment, i have indeed matured, and have understood better what is expected of me.
but still, there is so much room for improvement! self-management is a pressing issue that i would like to address asap. prioritising my life is a new challenge for me. i have been an ardent fan of the rigid education system in singapore, and have always been an obedient little girl who never dares to think about things that are either unexplored by my family, or the rationale behind things. wrong things will remain as wrong, no qualms about that, simply because it is wrong. it's all a matter with what your beliefs are, right? haha, i think differently now, which might not necessarily be a good thing.

this brand new school of thought opened new doors for me. it made me ponder over new possibilities, and made me realise that the world is actually not what i had imagined it to be. it is much more three dimensional. much more complicated, i must say. the cause of the maturation of mind is none other than awareness of issues that didn't use to be in our scope of vision, isn't it? "out of sight, hence out of mind", people might say. i second that. the more you see, the more you think, the more you you will make wise decisions.
on the flip side, however, the exposure to different mentalities have caused my principles to waver. i have been cuttng corners on a much higher frequency than i have ever done before. i have also been acting like someone else!

but thank goodness, the friendships that i have forged with my awesome friends made me stay rooted. everyone has their strengths and flaws, and every clique and individual that i hang out with have boh attributes too. being clear of this makes me understand the complexity of human nature a little better, i guess? haha. i don't really either. but what i know, is that i can adopt the desirable traits and stay claer of what is not in order to better myself. (: haha, im pretty proud of myself for having a good family, who have taught me well. it makes growing up so much easier.

haha, but i know, we must be thankful to, and for the Lord, because it is by His grace that we can do anythong. (: even when all else fails, He'll be there to pick you up, and get you going. i really do hope that my faith will stay strong (even though i suppose i cant really use the word "stay") even during the toughest of trials. i pray that all troubles will be solved through entrusting everything into His hands. :D yay. haha.

im meeting more swiss ppl tmr! classmateys aye. (: swiss is loved!
swiss IS love!

time for change

2010-10-09T13:15:00.002+08:00

as the title sugests! (:

2010-10-09T13:13:00.000+08:00

hello guys, it's been a long while, hasn't it?
it's not really a time of reflection now, since im trying to sort things out slowly at the moment.
i realised that ignorance is bliss sometimes.
i realised that things are but harsh realities.
haha, this is getting emo. nah, it's not as what you think. it's just that i dont really know how to express all that without an emo tone?
hmm, i should be studying. yea, it's after promos, but that not the point. the point is that i've not been putting in my best effort for the past year. at all. it should be a time of awakening now, especially after reading so many stories on great people and their tragic lives. then, i've read about driven individuals who are in the midst of working from zero to hero. (cliche, i know.) finally, about those who have things going for them, but choose not to make good use of it.
these stories have made me think about certain issues in life that i have ceased from thinking of since the passage of primary school - the time when things of the mature world was still a though to me. but it is from these reflections, have i prepared myself mentally for the future, which also determined my ways of thinking and hence the subsequent actions.
To have a mind of your own is something important. For not being able to formulate one will only result in finding yourself sweinging from one school of thought to the other. You will find solace in anything that you do. Trusting in God is all you need to do. Confide in Him, and all shall be well, right? (:
Well, being thrusted into a new trajectory of life is something worthy to be pondered over, especially after having experienced one year of adapting to a wholly new environment. an interception to the life that i had been used to at my alma mater. scandals have rocked the schooling scene for me. obviously i do not have the need of elaborating further. it made me muse over the boundaries that we have in life - somethig that i just read from "Lies That Young Women Believe". When does fun transcend into sheer craziness, a lost hold on yourself, a thrust into the unfamiliar realm altogether? This is particularly disturbing for me. i have known that ac is a place of fun and laughter. yet, i am still unaccustomed to the ways of certain people in school. perhaps it s due to the different lifestyles that we've led for the past 16 years. or maybe it is due to the different mindsets that we are encouraged -or rather, are free to - develop. I dont really know why i am a oeron who straddeles between two walks of life, i suppose. i like the feeling that i get when i get high and enjoy my time spent with those around me. yet, i also like the feeling that i get when i sit quietly, mulling over serious issue. somewhat like now. when i live within a certain boundary, i abide by the rules most of the time. so when i see others trespassing those coundaries, i tend to think of what these boundaries actually mean. is it for the good of oneself, the public, or the belief that something should turn out this way, simply because it should. being the timid chracter hasn't been encouraging in times when i feel that i shoud be more daring, and experience life the way i've never done before. boundaries? behaving in a way that would have been absoulutely intolerable in my younger days also tugs at my heart, as i constantly question myself if this is really the way i want to live my life. I don't know if my actions will have effects on my life in the future. A part of me begs for calmness and the clarit of thought, while the other part of me simple deprives me of the opportunity to do so, convincing myself that a moment lost is an opportunity forgone. So what ARE my boundaries, exactly?
After struggling with my inner self for quite some time, i realised that i shouldnt be acting someone else. i've been surveying people around me for a while now, and i think i am still in the muky waters of defining myself. ah yes, the age-old question of "who am i?". a personal identity is very important to me, i guess.
then what about the media? akin to bering trapped in quicksand? i know i should not be doing this, but if i don't, i feel weird. if i go back to studying, the darker half of me will accuse me of being a nerd, closet mugger, missing out on life's good things. the celebrations of life is still a strange and unexplored area.
looking back at the relationships i've had make me ponder even more about life's offerings. i smile at the memories that i treasure, smile at the newfound friendships. yet, im confused at the complexities of humans."what you see is not what it may seem". I don't know whether to agree by that. i have built up my personal fortress before entering ac.as these barriers slowly break down, i begin to realise the simplicities of people around me. "I think im too paranoid", i tell myself. but look at what my other friends are experiencing! betrayals, rejections... all leaving them cold at heart. while i have seemed to find a warm environment now, i am not trusting of it. perhaps it's just me to want to simplfy matters, and classify things under "good" and "bad" tabs. it makes it so much easier to take stock of what we are going through right now, and it makes it so much less taxing to know what you're up against. to further enforce on my point, the newspapers have been reporting all about it. being in a Christian school, is it really good? I like the fact that im in a Christian school now, really. cos everywhere you turn, people believe in the same religion as you, and they are not afraid of expressing their love for it. something which i have been thinking twice about since young. things in school are based on teachings in the Bible and stuff like that. i really do like this heartwarming feeling. esp with teachers who do things that touched us based on Christian values too. But, there is also a flip side to it. is it because of such an environment, that evil things manifest themselves? good things turned bad. like homos in schools. like using teachings to whiewash, to justify their selfish doings? i dunno who to trust. i only want to trust in God.
as i breathe out a light sih, i look back at all these things. have i been doing my best? have i been doing what would have been approved by myself when i was much younger? as i grow up, the reigns on me are loosened. achieving excellence is important right? doing what is right is important right? i am afraid when i say and do things which take on a stand that i've never condoned before. i am scared when i change my perception towards certain things in life. i know that some are for better, and some for worse. but doesn't it all lead me back to my pevious point? i like to keep things simple. good or bad. even if there were in-betweens, we can still separate the beneficial and disadvantageous, and use them differently in disjointed circumstances. haha, that's what i think.
i shrug. haha, it's just a time to think right?

2010-06-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

i like sitting behind the counter in lib(: heh.
but i forgot to bring my jacket, and it's freaking cold here. haha, but it's ok! cos it's super quiet here and i can be more productive than usual. waha. :D

2010-05-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

ohhhhh. ohhh my shit
oh my shit
oh my shit

OH MY SHIT
OH MY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE ____ HAPPENED MAN?! WHAT THE ____?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

tell me it's not true man. tell us it's not true.
why are we CHANGING EVERYBODY?!?!?!

WHAT THE HELLLLL?!?!?!
____ LEH!

MR LEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!! MR POH, MR YEO, MR CHENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY?!?!?!?!!?!!?!

2010-04-21T04:30:00.000+08:00

MY PHONE FREAKIN CRACKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT THE FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHH!

HW GREAT MAN. JUST HOW WONDERFUL CAN THIS GET.
AND MY SLIDE'S NOT SMOOTH TOO. WTH!!

WTH LA!!!!!
AND I DIDNT EVEN DROP IT!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

WTH WTH WT H WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH!!!

NOW MY SCREEN HAS A NICE, ARTISTIC CRACK ACROSS IT.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

trying VERY hard to get this off my chest.
but it still cannot get over the fact that i've dropped my phone less than 3 times ok!!!!!!!
and now it has a ghastly appalling wound.
WALAO EH!
THINK FUNNY IS IT?

go die la.

tell me about your most embarrassing incident.

2010-04-14T22:28:00.001+08:00

i just added somebody i thought was claire into pw convo.
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
malu like siao k!!!!!!!
i talked to "claire" first with a "HELLLOOOOO!!" or smth like that. even before adding darren & darryl into conv! =.=
omg omg omg omg!

haiyo. thn she asked who we were. and darren (yzm) and i were like stunned. =.=
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
epic man
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
T.T

haiii. it was seriously so super duper uber EMBARRASSING ok? DDDDD:
haha, and i told darren to keep it a secret.
but i couldn't take it and posted it on fb, and now on blogger. haha!
how secretive eh.

oh, and i dunno who that "claire" is. her name was "clarrrrrrrrr", and it sounded so claire-ish! haii

it is such a once in a lifetime experience - i hope. haha!

anw, speaking of darren, i shall present to you...

the yong zhi ming similarities! :D

darren and my junior have the exact, same chinese name (and eng spelling too)
darren and my junior both have SWEATY PALMS. (hey, it's the same degree of wetness! *gasps*)
darren and my junior are both so fair! ( and with a good complexion too)
darren and my junior wear specs

haha, the last one was kinda lame, but the first 3 are like totally mind-boggling? omg! seriously so similar la! haha, i almost smacked darren's back when the chinese teacher called "zhi ming!", as i always do to my junior. hah. oops?

ps. im still feeling sooooooooo paiseh!!!!!!!! X_X
pps. i've moved on(:

2010-04-02T17:46:00.001+08:00

oh oh oh OHHH!!!

somebody tell me that it's april now.
somebody tell me that it's gonna be MAY soon.

somebody tell me that 01 May 2010 is coming!

somebody tell me that it's 501 DAY!

somebody tell me that DOUBLE S IS GONNA RELEASE THEIR SECOND ALBUM ON 501 DAY!!!!!!!!!!

:DD

2010-04-02T16:05:00.001+08:00

i wanna cut my hair short - again!!
ROAR.

haha, i like serlin's (ac classmate) hair!!!!!!! haii. it's the type that i wanted to cut in nov '09. D:
and because of this want to cut short hair, i've been watching t-ara's mvs again. haha! i like their songs, so it's nice to admire hair, song and dance all at once. (:

haii, somebody take me to cut hair pls.:D

look at the hair, just look at the hair...

swiss co rocks!

2010-03-30T00:24:00.000+08:00

yea! swiss co orchestra nite has finally ended with a GREAT BANG!!!
hahaha, it was such an eventful day on 28march2010!

it had its fun, laughter, stressful moments, nerve-wracking moments, depressing moments, and what-have-you. but in the end, scco prevailed and OWNED THE WHOLE CONCERT MAN!!!! hahaha. (: im on such a high! it's so nice to still be able to contribute back to scco as an alumnus. so privileged. :D

and so, the day started with meeting zaiyuan, andrew, ernest, debbie, cassandra, jingkai, sihao & john at woodlands mrt(: only i wore the full black attire thr, and they said i was so ganjiong. haha, i scared ltr no time to change ma. hehs. went to cold storage to buy sweets for WOODWINDS and mslim(: took so long to choose the sweets (i was on a tight budget!) tht zaiyuan and i thought that the rest would have ignored us and gone off for lunch first. but in actual fact, they were waiting for us outside! haha, so paiseh. thn, we went to ichiban to buy choco&custard coronets. it was nice!! :D thn, we went to foodcourt to eat. bought gerald's food thr too.

after finishing our food (actually a of us had some leftover food. hehs), we walked to rp under the blazing sun. aiyo, it was so hot la! i was wearing full black and long-sleeve too. =.= used sheer willpower from sweating too much & stinking up my clothes ven before the rehearsals started. haha. on the way, we saw the huixin gang! got huixin, huiying, shimin, florence, pauline & yingqi! (: happy. went into the concert hall and sat at the audience's seat. it was a weird feeling as i didn't have the time to sit thr and look at the stage fr tht perspective before. haha, i really felt odd. but anws, after slacking for some time and giving mslim her sweets, we went to backstage! :D yay!

co was kinda in a frenzy, busy with the set-up of the stage, tuning of instru, taking out misc stuff and all. haha, being an alumnus is so fun!(: alumni members can help out without being caught up in the hustle and bustle. haha! so i went around hugging ppl to cheer them on. gave WOODWINDS sweets too!(:

woodwinds shared a room with cello/bass (as always, but still, we wanted a whole room to ourselves. hehs), and the room was so untidy la. haha. but tht isn't the main pt. the main pt is, we can wreck havoc in tht messy room! haha, and nobody will notice anything cos th room's so disorganized to start with. hehehhhs. xD gave gerald his food and saved him fr starvation. :D i rock. haha! ok, no link. gen ate his food too. the rest of us passed sweets arnd and everybody started to eat. in case you haven't realised something gravely wrong, you must either be clueless abt this, or you've done this yourself. :D
EATING OR DRINKING IS NOT ALLOWED IN THE DRESSING ROOMS.
hehhhs.

after beng able to get away with our misdeeds, the rehearsal started. (: gen, wenqiang & i slacked arnd in the dressing room until i went to backstage to... i forgot to do what. hehs. but anw it's such a crazily hectic rehearsal!!

TIANSHOU'S SHAOZI SPLIT. omg. the suona ppl, jieren, and i were like totally gg crazy laaaaaa. tianshou didn't have a passable back-up shaozi. =.= best man. aiyo. and mr lee didn't bring his shaozis too. omg. total disaster!!! jieren and i almost cabbed down to d'oritale to buy shaozi la (what a desperate attempt). thn mr lee reminded us that it's a SUNDAY and these shops are CLOSED. omgggggggggggggggg. gg man. but yay, cos mr lee said that he'll meddle with tianshou's shaozi to make it ok. ((: phew. but still, the shaozi still isn't in perfect form for the concert. so, tianshou was in the dressing room, trying very very hard to get the yin zhun right. haiyo, everybody was so uptight la. fc was like commenting on the notes and stuff. luckily he's thr! cos the rest of th suona ppl need to go for the rehearsal, and i know nuts abt suona. =.= haha, and tianshou was so scared also a. it's ent although he didn't show it. haha. but anyways, tts still got around the shaozi problem and performed AWESOME-LY during the concert!! ((: you rock, tts & fc!
ZHONGYINSHENG'S PLANK TO PUT THE SHENG ON & THEIR SCORES WENT MISSING. omg. tian ahhhh. total disaster!! thr was so much crying going on. haiyo the mood was so depressing. it all had to happen on concert day. aiyo. i wasn't really involved in this issue as jieren was handling it, and it wasn't appropriate for me to butt into such matters ma. but anyways, jieren was so freaking stressed out. ): thr wasn't anything i could do except to try to encourage him and to assure him tht things will turn out fine.
ZHONGRUAN'S SCORES WENT MISSING. omg. what the..... only 2 out of 7 scores were found, and as more people came to know of the matter, many of the free ppl(not rehearsing) were searching high and low for them. O.O major search hunt la. aiyo. changfeng and i teamed up and searched practically and whole venue for concert. =.= we went out to the ticketing booth thr and ran into MSLIM. omg. MSLIM LEHHH. so cf and i kpt it fr her and took on an added responsibility of putting up the posters on the walls in our frantic attempt to cover up out main motive of sneaking out of the concert hall. haiyo. thn we went to the other entrance of the hall. hehs, it was locked and i stretched my hand into the opening of the doors and unlocked it. YAY. haha! thn cf and i realised that the door wasn't working =.= the handlebar of the door spoilt. haha, so we had to lock it up agn. haii, so retarded. haha! and while we searched the sudience's seats, mr yeo told us that the scores were found. =.=......... WO MEN BEI PIAN LE!!!!!!!!!! aiyoooo! cannot take it le. hehs, thn we went backstage. ( i kinda forgot to continue putting up the posters. oops?)

yea major drama man. haiyo. all those happened before the rehearsal for syf jjl started, and, WE HAD TO KEEP ALL OF THESE FROM MSLIM,lest she loses her temper, which aint good for everyody. o.O what a day. thn it was time to go onstage to rehearse. DD: aiyo! i still couldn't memorize all of the fingerings esp nanwang & qing nians F diao portions. ROAR. my F diao sucks la. D: so much so that i went backstage after the reharsal to prac. haiyo, i know that i shouldn't be doing tht cos it'll make the juniors so ganjiong, but i had to cos i dun wanna screw up these songs and pull co down ma. haii. so kaining and i rehearsed tgt, (mainly farandole). we rehearsed until we had only 10min left to eat ou dinner, so we rushed out to eat! the food was nice. :D good job, sinyee! haha, i tink this is the only time where we have such nice food. haha, ans i oved all of the liao4 la. teriyaki chicken, cabbage and tomato sauce-hotdog. :DD damn shuang. haha, but kaining and i had to GOBBLE dwn the food. ): so couldn't take our time to enjoy the food. hehs. so we rushed back to backstage so tht kaining can prepare to perform chunjie. (:

thn, drama episode 5 happened. haha, major counselling session done by jieren. i decided to help out this time, cos nbody can take such stress alone on concert day man. so i went out of dressing room and into backstage to be with tingpeng and siuhui.(: it's so nice to see them b concerned over their junior. (: hao xinwei ah! thn, i went back to dressing room. asked peiyun to keep a look-out in case co's gone onstage to stand-by. during the 5min quiet time, i went over to the dizi psrt of guayue. :D they were havng a hell load of fun by stealing shoes. o.O hahaha, it sounds ridiculous, but he, it was really high time over thr. ((: it was very good to know tht half of guanyue is ok. so i went back to the suona&sheng part of woodwinds. (: things turned out fine. :D

so, i went to the other side agn, and asked zaiyuan why we weren't getting ready onstage yet, cos it was alr 6pm. haha, knew the reason, felt worried, but still went over to tell cello/bass & ruans abt the lianzou thing. haha thn i high-fived the cb ppl to wish them good luck. o.O felt so retarded. haha! come to think of it, this has a certain resemblance to joshua tan. haha! ratatouille! ok, back to the main pt. i went over to guanyue thr and was soo touched cos everybody was ready. (: when i say everybody, it meant everybody. so of ourse i was happy la! haha, chatted with zhiming and krystal(: chia was so nervous! haha, so i crazked jokes with zhiming abt celebrating the end of the krystal reign. haha. (: and zhiming didn't have sweaty palms, unlike during SYF, where his palms could practically drip sweat man. haha, zhimin zhang da le la. although ot's cos he doesn't wanna be a weakling (bad influence fr tts la. haha), it's still good cos if he's not nervous, krystal won't be as nervous for her solo. haha, next time, zhiming can aso be a pillar of support for junming & the other gys junior during next yr's syf.(: good job man! haha. hugged krystal, siuhui and jieying, hit jordan's butt (WOOPSIE) and dodged yet another attack fr fc to mess up my hair. haha. (: finally, th doors opened and jieren and i wished goodluck to everybody while they walked out. ((: it's nice to see them smile before meeting the sudience. haha.

when the doors closed, i almost cried cos i was soo jing zhang for thm!!! omigosh. so the rest of us went to the dressing room to listen. when fc, jieren and i sat in front of the tv in room 3, we realised that we couldn't hear a thing cos co wasn't using a mic, and the audio fr the tv only supported sounds fr mics. =.= so we went outside to listen. haha. qinxin&huikeng came over too. we found the high-pitched "diiiiiiiii" sound coming fr the door very irritating, and qinxin shouted in whispers "BU YAO CHAO LA" to the door lock and the sound miraculously stopped~ haha! we were all so shocked la haha, thn the sound came back agn =.= and no more shouting did the job anymore. sian. haha.(:

soon, the first song was over and many of them cme back! (: drama episode 6 happened, and i had to explain to everybody what's happening. haha. see? everybody's so concerned abt you, so what's thr to be scared of? (: you did it in the end yea?

THEN, IT WS KRYSTAL CHIA'S SOLO PIECE. omg. so nerve-wracking!!! i went to bacstage to listen and was super duper touched la. my junior lehhh. solo lehhh. solo with so much confidence lehhh. :D haha! zaiyuan, fengcan, changfeng, shimin, pauline & florence saw me "crying". hehhs. ((: KRYSTAL CHIA ROCKS!!! thn it was time for peijin's solo. haha, i went over and gave her an encouragement hug! :D i've been hugging alot yesterday. o.O haha. peijin's solo rocked too! :D

fnally, after one more song, it was INTERVAL~ haha, backstage was super crazy la. woodwinds went bonkers and partied. haha! it was as if there isn't a second half to the concert. haha...(and soh huixin had to miss it all. arg. D:) but i was frantically drawing fingerings on my pu! haha, so anti-climax. as i was sitting in a corner with sylvester, ( he came over and slept cos he was super tired for no apparent reason), it seemed as if it was an emo corner. haha, soon junhong & gang came over to see what's happening n tht corner. haha! thn almost everyone came one by one to ask what i was doing. haha! so, in order to stop emo-ing and join in the fun, we camwhored like nobudy's business and even had one darnidly funny pic involving me, jordan and kaining!!! the one whr we looked into his blazer. hahaha, omg, so ps but it's so fun!! ah haha. oh, i musn't forget to put this down! jordan and kaining kept squeezing me on both sides while we were sitting on the dressing table! ok, this sounds so wrong. haha! jieren even took a polaroid pic of it. haha, btw, it seems as though polaroids are the new craze nowadays. haha! it's so fun! zhiming and tts were joining in the camwhoring by being such paikia-cum-ah bengs la haha, unbutton shirt, roll up blazer sleeves, pull down tie and went into the smoking pose. haha, it was uper funny. thn they guys were also playing arnd by pushing tianshou arnd in the round chair. ah haha! as always, tts' face is freaking epic. haha! it was so fun!! we took more woodwinds pics with a few decorative (read: extra) ppl fr cello/bass joning us in al of the woodwinds pics that we took la. =.= hahaa! and so we played right up till syf jjl, where the whoe guanyue had to perform. o.O we scrambled when the doors opened. haha. (: it was so nice to join my jnrs on stage! :D yayy!

haha, mr lee is damn shuai k. he looks so suave in that black coat! and he's as ci xiang as ever. (: kept smiling at us and kept telling u not to chiong and to look at him. ((: awww, mr lee's the best! :D haha. AND JIANGJUNLING ROCKED. SERIOUSLY. woo! totally feeeeeeeel man. the jian qiang, as always, pushed the whole song and the whole theatre into the ULTIMATE CLIMAX!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! sooo high!!! haha! it garnered such thundering applause from the audience! (((: wheee! zhiming and i agreed that we haven't heard such a nice jjl for such a long time. (: the feeling's so great. (: thn it was time for nanwang. woo. jordan & weren't so confident for this song. haha, but it still turned out AWESOME too!!! haha, and not to forget mrlee reminding us once agn on stage tht he'll be giving four-and-one. haha. :D to be honest, i've only tried the four-and-one once before the actual concert. haha, im so proud of myself cos i could do it. (: haha. and the fingering tht i drew on my pu really did help. haha. (: yay!

oh, and zhiming's taifeng was totally out of the mind! haha, so hiong! he used to be the one tht moved the least, and now he's the one tht's movin like crazy. haha, it's so funny! thn krystal and i joined him. haha, chui dao hao fang ah. totally best man. :D thn the encore pieces. farandole was not too bad. thn came qing nian jin xing qu. haha, it was fast in front! but luckily we still managed to play it well and it ended well too! haha, mr lee heaved a sigh of relief at us when the song was over. (: the feeling was nice cos we know that we've finally done it. we've finally done this song justice after so long. haha. thn came LIAN ZOU!! haha, the hoo-ha thing was seriously funny k. and jordan cracked me up. hahaha. he was like " *gasps* hoo! *gasps* haa! *damn quick-yet-big gasp* blow suona" hahaha!!! it started with sylvester and gerald shouting the "hoo!", i think. thn jordan, jiawei and other ppl joined in immediately for the "haa!". then, mr lee joined in for the rest of the HOO-HAAs too. hahaha, so funny!!! and it was soo cute!!! mr lee seriously rocks man. whoooooooooooooooooo~~~ so highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

:D

and so, the concert ended. it all felt so surreal. like what jordan said on stage, and like what sinyee & jieren said during funorama : this time like no feel. haha, kinda true, cos the other time felt soo formal, and all of us were gunning on the concert. but this time, it's a diff feel totally. haha. but anyways, WE STILL DID IT NO MATTER WHAT. :D WHOO! WE ROCK! WE OWN! WE'RE THE BEST MAN! haha! backstage was in a whirlwind mess as always. ( its nice to have sinks in the dressing room cos we can just wash our pipes thr. :D) soon, we went to the loading bay, and xinzhi & sherlyn came to see us! awww, so sweet! they gave me a rose too!!! awww, thx girls. ((: love you guys! haha.

sinyee and i talked abt the moon being full ysterday and felt so good (: full moon. haha, so nice! we were randomly taking abt the gibbous moon the day before, where things still seemed more gloomy. but after the concert, the moon somehow seemed to mark our successful concert! (: totally wonderful.haha. hopped onto the bus, and let mslim sit down. haha. chatted with wenqiang, mslim & the 3 sec1 jnrs on the way back to swiss. (: it felt good. haha. mslim said tht more thn 80 tickets were sold at the ticketing booth. wow. tht's a huge number! aha, and the turn-out rate was good this time round! close to full house. haha, we rock man. the worries that we had were unfounded. Praise the Lord! (:it was great that our morale was high because of the high turn-out rate. support fr the audience is what makes a concert successful. so, with that, swiss co performed to our usual splendid standard and made Swiss Orchestra Nite 2010 not only possible, but also made it fantastic. (: we did it guys, im so proud of you all. haha. even though there were mistakes and stuff like that, it didn't really matter cos we pulled off the concert tgt yea? (: we've got the stuff man. we're DAMN SOLID ah. haha!

during the 1st half of the concert, andrew, zaiyuan and i were commenting on how much scco's improved since last time. the performance on stage is all tht matters, cos tht's what we're truly capable of. even though the normal practices were not up to standard, and even though members were bored during the prac, the concert made up for all of that. (: good job, people! i love you guys~

haha, gg back to swiss co is such a wise decision. it's really nice to give back as an aumnus. really. haha, and even felicia came back! i was so super shocked. (: but of course, im so happy tht she came back to help. (: haha, wearing tht black long-sleeve shirt makes you feel special~ haha, ok, i AM special. :D hahaha. scco is just so special la. ((: i do not regret joining scco - not at all. haha. we rock!!

i just wanna say a great big THANK-YOU to all my seniors that guided me when i first joined co and made me love co to bits, all my peers and made co so enjoyable, all my juniors who taught me loads of invaluable stuff in order to be a better senior to you guys, all the past and present TICs of co, esp mslim for, and of course, ALL THE INSTRUCTORS! for we won't be what we are today if not for you. (: thank you!!! thank you for my awesome time spent in scco. - 5 years and counting.
may i continue counting forevermore! :D

I LOVE YOU GUYS! <3

2010-03-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO! :D

I AM BLOGGING FROM ACJC SCHOOL COMPUTER RIGHT NOW.
hahaha, it's legal ok, my gp teacher said we can do whatever we want! :D

YAY! the whole class is facebooking la. shuang-ness.

yes, i go facebook le. ppl are playing mahjong le. i also want! hees. :D bye!

2010-02-27T02:18:00.000+08:00

hey! im still awake! haha, it's TGIF man. :D was damn high in school cos it's friday. but anyways, i still didn't understand the lectures and stuff la. damn it. info overload so quickly? roar.

haha, im speaking in such short sentences cos my mind's kinda tuned to reading instead of writing. but anyways ( i know it makes no sense, but bear with me), i was freaking pissed just now over the email thing. hehs. and nobody smsed me ok... like what the la~! roar. so PISSED until i felt like slapping somebody. hehs. oops?
im still gg back to scco tml(: swiss! haha, im still feeling happy whenever i see swiss ppl in ac, go back swiss & MEET MY SWISS FRIENDS!!! hahaha. ultimate highness man. :D im missing all of you ok. haha, esp after paulina walled me. :D hees. <3 and kaining's gg back co tml! :D yes! i long time no see her le!! and my ba is with her. :D haha, so happy!
last sat, i went back co ( but dint prac. sry guys!) and met huiying (L) at mrt, huixin (L) in swiss and CF, FC & DARREN ANG!!!! wooooooooo!!!!!! super duper high! :D yayyy. saw ruixiang too! :D after the prac, huixin & i went to meet andrew to catch up too. :D hahaha. <3

the other swiss outing was to sell fun o rama tickets. haha, missd school just to sell l, so dumb. hahas. but anyways, we're still gg back to swiss~~ :D saw mr sashi, mr seow whie waiting for mr keith tan. he's a hod fr acjc! o.O i dint know that! haha. must be damn smart. saw mdm tan!!! :D yes! she bought tickets fr me & nen. :haha, then, the old swiss ppl proceeded into the canteen and started harassing all our juniors. hehs! but i got to catch up with jieren, shi han, zhe xi & jonathan ng! :D yay! so fun la. haha. thn got to talk to all the juniors too. THANKS TO ALL THOSE THAT BOUGHT FROM ME & ALL THE OTHER SWISS ALUMNI! I KNOW WE'RE IRRITATING, BUT STILL, THANKS ALOT! :D haha, many of us sold ALL. :D yes! such a miracle. partly because we seriously went after ppl coming down for recess hehs. ended work quite early, and some of them went home to put down stuff & change before gg to cross country. ( thx to dean for keeping my money! (: ) but the rest of us took bus to bb interchange & took 176 to west coast park. nen & i were almost gg crazy, as in bored till craziness level until we laughed like nuts. o.O ok, that wasnt the main point.

met up with 1sa7 in mac, went to THOBURN, took POLAROIDS with MAA, cheered for jian her, elgyn, nat, darryl& nenlian but got scolded y mr ong instead. hehs. waited for mass run, jogged with prabhmeet & grace, seriously felt that my stamina sucked, reunited with dean, eggy & rebecca, chionged into thoburn lane, drank 2 cups of 100plus(btr than diluted milo!), went back to tent, talked to lucas, liyu, hweechin, kristy, knew jianher, elgyn& nat's positions, wnt to assemble, thn hid fr the sun, sang school song, marked attendance, went mac with jianjie & amanda, went bussing with nen, shopped at popular & mrt-ed with nen agn. (: wnt home, intended to do hw and fell asleep on sofa AGN. D: oh wells, it ha been a tiring day afterall. haha!

kk, gotta go soon (: co-ing tml~ gd luck to ziyong & ziliang for YJ carnival! : :D nights guys!
oh, happy birthday (26 feb) to REGINA, PEIYI, FILBERT & CLARENCE! ((:

2010-02-14T04:26:00.000+08:00

heya!(:

happy chinese new yr & v day!

hehs, this IS cliche, but who cares? (: it's a once-in-57 years-thing ok, so i must hop onto the bandwagon bfore it's too late. haha, yea! wells, i've just finished playing 1.5 rounds of mahjong with my family! it was super fun :D i kept gang-ing (both an gang & ming gang ok, don't play play). THEN! this is the COOLEST part of it all!!

i got ALL THE FOUR ANIMALS in ONE game!!!! omigosh!!!!! so cool righttt?? hahaha, i got 3 at first go with 2 flowers(wow), and was super duper high. then, i got THE LAST ANIMAL!!!!! omggggggggggg, so freaking lucky!!! hahaha. :DDDD im lazy to upload the pic.

ok, so my house is filled with cny goodies. *slaps forehead in bewilderment* we've only finished one container of cookies. aiyo, it's only one. ... there are like mountains more? hehs, and i realisd still have florence thr de dou fu bing. o.O calories. haha!

oh! there are NO nice shows to watch during cny. NONE. although it's quite expected cos it has been this way for as long as i can rmb, this yr's really kinda bad. my family turned the tv off fr like 8-10.30?? and we stoned. yea, stoned. so siann!! that was, well, until the mahjong started. :D hahaha. mahjong rocks, the hp mahjong doesnt, cos the feel's missing.

(btw, thr just simply aren't any nice pics on cny la. so sad ): )

it's valentine's ppl! (: ok, no feeling. no diff ba, cos this is not a cause of celebration for me? hehs. :D BUT! my sister's bringing her bf along for reunion dinner today! chu yi + velantine's = courage. :D

aww, thx nat & pris for the messages! ((: so sweet! haha, i really love maa alot, esp the ogls~~

went back to swiss on friday after ac celebrations :D hehs, sense of familiarity thr... (: ok, i still like ac! but i love swiss more. cos tht's whr all my friends & teachers & memories are! (: hehs, even though swiss was practically deserted when we reached thr, it was still fun! :D we bought oranges and gave them to ms susan lim while she was waiting for a cab, then shouted "xin nian kai le!!" across the road. haha!

went into swiss and saw ms ng!! saw DARREN OH EN JIANG, sylvester, SIEW ZI FENG, hafiza, bhav, zahin, paul, aik yang, huiqi... :D so happy. haha. 92.948% of the teachers were gona by thn): so we had no chance to give mdm tan her rose tht we brought painstakingly, all the way fr ac to swiss. haha, but gave it to ms ng& ms lam eventually. gave oranges to them, ms wu, mdm choo, mr liu, mr sashi, mr simon wong... left oranges on some teachers' desks too! it was cool walking through the staff room without hecking abt the chers inside. hehe. oops? we stopped to investigate some of their desks too. :x but anyways, nen & i were so hungry tht we peeled the oranges to eat. haha, desperate la.

something bad happened after that. i have a pic of it. o.o anyways, at that venue, mr liu talked to us abt taking up leadership opprtunities in jc & go for all the overseas trips that we can so as to learn from them(: well, it made me rethink abt life in jc ba, acj, in fact. hehs, i feel that im so slack. roar. i cant chiong cos i'll fall asleep. =.= how great is that? math is freaking me out)):

instant friendships are making me feel awkward too. hehs, makes me feel good, cos i get to know more ppl and shed of my ultra-shy personality; bad, cos i know these are damn superficial. they make me feel lonelier actually. roar. but anyways, thank goodness i stilll have nen & jess ok. if not i'll be so empty!! D: haii. im in a situation where im neither here nor there. distanced fr my swiss &greenwood friends, putting on a very warm and friendly front when actually there's a small part of me that's heting all this shit. im neither close to my ac friends too): it's more like close acquaintences instead. roar. such is the complexity of ng huiern's mind(:

im an ISTJ btw. but im a half E & half I; so a tie means im an I. O.o hehs, half true, half false. how ironic, yet how truthful right? hahas. ok, im missing the times i had in swiss right now tht i feel like crying oh, i wish that i can snap out of this transition phase real soon. (: dint get to talk to cf, jolie, shimin, weechong, edna, ally, bryan, ziliang on fri. )): those few sentences don't count ok. roar!!!!!! disliking the late fr ac. D: i really really wanna catch up with swiss ppl esp 4e6 ppl!!! dinner-ed @ jack's place with nen, eggy, kahhong, jun hong & bhav. talked. (: felt so nice. i wanna meet up again!! like with shimin they all too! ahhhhhh. T.T where is chen yanyan huh?? super long nv talk to her le! jiu xiang shi tu ran jian shi qu lian luo lor. saddd): thn justin yeo! my hao jie mei! ((: )): roar. thn sherlyn..... im feeling so so so sad cos i nv talk to her anymore le): zifeng & ren oh too)): haii. then what about huixin huiying paulina?? *pouts* co?? brahhhhhhhhhgagagaaga.

anyways, it's the new year ppl! i need resolutions haha.

become a serious mugger. find study groups.
make friends with& bond with my class, w/o losing contact with maa
chat with swiss & greenwood friends. <3
try to sleep 6 hrs/ day.
be consistent & determined.
worship God more wholeheartedly.
learn how to balance work & relaxation

yea! not bad right? :D haha, oh, i shall continue to speak mandarin too! my class has ppl who speak chinese. yes!!! im happy. :D

haha, my current mood aint high, partly cos my mood song is home by michael buble.

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

(: chow guys!

2010-01-30T17:14:00.001+08:00

haiyo. im feeling scared. and kinda lost. yea.. it's the feeling of being in a totally new environment.
ROAr.

well, ac has been not bad so far. (: like it's really crazy. very extremely high. haha, and luckily my og's opening up and getting warmer(: we've got really enthu ogls too. yay. having og dinner later! hope it's nice. :D
i've been talking to my swiss buddies abt jc ba. like ask how each other is doing in their jc. :D good to know that they're having fun. haha, and huixin knows somebody that i know in aj. and it's SO EMBARRASSING............... T.T aiyo. haha, somehow i feel like gg to aj, cos there's a sense of familiarity ( in case you were wondering, it's not because of that person! ) like at least i know my sis had been thr before ma, thn huixin and peiyi are there too. maybe the culture thr is more suited to what i had been going through in swiss? it's also closer to home. haha! it's situated in the "homely premises" in singapore. hehs, i know this sounds ridiculous, but, yea. that's how i feel it. :D maybe cos yihu kang's on the RED line. i love the red line. wahahahaha.

now, back to ac. rooooooooooooooooooooooooooooar!!! im feeling awkward. i think i'll feel this way anywhere too, but i feel especially so in ac cos everybody speaks english. like totally? i think i've been used to expressing myself in chinese and downright singlish in the past 4 years that i've lost my touch in conversing in english. now, speaking in eng totally is as if it's a superficial act. something that you would do to impress people. really. so i'm like SUPER relieved when i heard (some of) the guys in my og speak in the manner i've been speaking in. :DD so i suppose that i'm someone who values similar accents ba. hehes. although i like speaking in proper eng( i really do!), and i do it with an accent, it seems soo foreign to me know. seriously. roooar! im so weird. haha, i really hope that i can bond with my og really soon? (: at least i know that some of us listen to korean pop! :D wahaha, cos jianjie was watching to girl's generation on his ipod and liyu joined in. us girls, seated behind them, saw GG and were like "what?!?!?!?! you watch SNSD?!?!?!?! YUUUUUUUCK!!!" haha, thn spanked jianjie with the orientation booklet. xD miraculously, the 10 of us (remaining) opened up and chatted. :D hehs. but anw at least i really made efforts to talk to more ppl in my og and rmb their names! achievement man. haha, i think i'm slower in being friendly to strangers ba.. eh, BUT! we're an oggg~~ must must must bond!! :D thn will have friends le, even though i alr have friends thr. you know what i mean? like, new friends! new beginnings!

yep, other than the fun, is the stress. ROARRRRRRRRRRRR. wanna die alrr. x_x
WHAT SUBJECT COMBINATION DO I TAKE????????
maths.... maths... maths................................................ DDDDD:
damn it. why is my aptitude for math so freakkinnn low...........?!
T.T
i almost cried during math intro lecture. roar. cos gg by the standards set by the lecturer/hod,
I DON'T EVEN QUALIFY TO TAKE MATH.

AT ALL.

haiiiiiiiiiiii. but i really need math! everything in the world needs math. at least in the near future, the uni courses need math! it's a prerequisite to have h2 math. aw man. me? jump to h2?! tht's insanity. D: haii. my physics is no better. =.= and i dun wanna be the only person to take triple science. like what weechong says. BAAAHH.

HOW?!

i hope i don't lose myself on the way. :x

btw, this is me.
http://www.personalitypage.com/ESFP_rel.html
i suppose ba. i was searching arnd abt these stuff randomly just now. since i have been nodding my head to what's written thr, it shld be describing me right? (: hmmm, at least i can understand myself better. ok, gotta get ready for og dinner ltr. (: bye!

2010-01-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
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2010-01-12T18:05:00.002+08:00

:D yay!!!

:_: aiyo.

((: jiayous!

2010-01-11T12:12:00.000+08:00

hahaha, jiu shi jin tian le, da jia. all the best k? well, just feeling really contented to have all of you as my friends throughout the 4 years in swiss. miss you guys! ((:

nen! faster come back ba. haha, gtg le. lunch first thn freak out! haha, just kidding. ill put in trust in the Lord. :D

yay. Amen.

2009-12-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey everybody! im flying off to korea tml morning! :D yes!

kinda excited. hehs. anw really hope to see yan tml to. ((: take pics! it's so rare to meet inside departure hall k. haha, she's flying off 1h later tha me. but anyways, think tht we have enough time to meet. haha.

well, i haven't finished packing my luggage. it's slow, i know.

*** *** ***

i realised tht i haven't been updating abt so many things nowdays.

brace yourself for an uninteresting story-teller. (:

christmas countdown: went to taka, again, to find huiying to countdown. haha, i ended up thr at.. 6.30pm? wayy too early. but the main point was to go to library to copy korean stuff before the trip. unfortunately, i turned up at the library 30min to it's closure for the day. aw man, hw great.

so zaiyuan and i went over to popular to fully utilise the three 20% vouchers that popular gave us. :D bought pen refills. im preparing for next year. haha, see? how diligent. *smiles*

headed off to taka, chatted with huiying and jiaqi(work friend/ and i dunno if the spelling's correct/ hehs) before going to kinokuniya. ((: since the library's closed, why not try kino right? (since i've been reading their korean books during my last day of work's break) and so, i became a social nuisance for 1.5h. D: i took the books, found a quiet corner, sat down, took my notebook out, and started copying!! heh, so inconsiderate. throughout, the straits times article of ppl copying books fr bookstores haunted me. D: tormenting. but anyways, it's worth it. haha. i don'tneed the whole book ok. and the library's closed for the day. :D what a great excuse. haha!

ok, so went down to taka b2 to find huiying after kino closed. was stoning by the seats and suddenly heard someone call my name in the huiqi tone. o.o scary. and so, i turned and saw jiaqi waving to me. haha! waved goodbye, (*sobs* cos it'll be the last time meeting her) and returned stoning. gerald spotted me and we both went out of taka while waiting for huiying.

OHMY! it's super duper crowded on christmas eve at orchard road. =.= couldn't squeeze. can only BE squeezed. haii. gerald was behind me (for obvious reasons) among the sea of people. the grp of teenage girls beside us kept attempting to push their way through quite literally. haha! gerald said that they sounded as if they were giving birth. hahaha,he said it so loudly and nonchalantly tht the girls were so ps.

and so, we had a hard time following the crowd towards the ferrero rocher tree. met huiying and changed lanes BACK TO WHERE WE CAME FROM. argh. dumb. haha, but it was quite fun la. we were stuck between taka and wisma, when we started amenting how far ion was from us. haha!

finally, we went through underpass and ended up at lucky plaza, opposite mrt. called genesis to see if he was still working at ion, but he din't pick up. oh wells, we went to mrt ourselves. (:

reached woodlands after some promoting of starhub fr gerald and sat at mac. soon, sinyee and jingkai arrived. :D ate fries and flurry and MY FRUIT SALAD. haha, how healthy. :D zaiyuan arrived later on too. :D ate more fries and counted down. jingkai was so sad cos the rest of us were all receiving christmas messages, while he wasn't. hahaha! it was really damn funny, believe me. chatted arnd and thn went home. (:

and gerald did a heroic act. haha!

*** *** ***

ok, this has been a long post. (: heh,sorry guys! im not an interesting person in the first place. yea, miss me cos i'll be gg to korea in less than 12h ltr! :D

send me your shopping lists by sms! thr are 9days for me to shop. wahahas.

oh, i need my beauty sleep. i've been sleeping at 4am and waking up at 2pm nowadays. =.= and i still feel tired. haha! gotta wake up at 6 later. i think im not even asleep yet. o.O kk, goodnight everybody! :D

KOREA KOREA HERE I COME (AGAIN!)~

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jieren, me, kaining and david andrew are featured on the school website. aiyo. how honourable. :/

taking results! (:

hahaha, i think this is hilarious. (fr left) jordan's dad, david, kaining, unknown, me, mdm tang (:

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2009-12-07T01:17:00.001+08:00

i just realisd that i haven't been writing about my outings with my girlfriends(: haha, kinda sad. D: i dun have any photos to upload. hehes. i think most of the pix are with huiying ba.
well,

huiying came over to my house to do huixin's prsent.
huiying & i went to huixin's house to do her (huixin's present). it turned out to be a secret session instead. =.= haha!
28nov: GIRLFRIENDS OUTING!! went to vivocity on huiying's birthday! :D huixin huiying huiern pauline paulina finally went out tgt again! wahahas. :DD
5nov: went to orchard with huiying to... shop? haha, aiya, our intention was to accompany huixin to jap class & give debbie the promoter badge la. thn ended up exploring the malls in orchard. yes, we ARE kuku =.=

:D i keep gg out with hy. haha! maybe cos of work also ba, so keep seeing her. hehes.
thr's work tml! yay. i wanna earn back my darned $30 ok. ROAR!!!!!!! 30 BUCKS! D: (inside rant) hehs, and i think alot of ppl came to see me work la. on the first day of work, huiying came down to teach me(: thx! thn jieren. zaiyuan, andrew, peijin& her friend(not specially to see me la. haha) came too. o.O second day of work: my sister and her 2 friends. alot of ppl right?? like who will receive so many visits fr friends during work de. haha, thanks anw, ppl. :D *touched* anw i made 3 friends during work. erm, actually only 1 ba. but kept talking to 2 others too. haha, so it's kinda acquiantance alr? haha, hy kept wondering why i could make so many friends. haha.

oh, and i went to malaysia to cut hair with my sis today(: went thr with her 2 friends. well, as usual, my sister was late, so we ended up late. =.= ok, anw, i don't think i have ever gone into malaysia tru wdlands checkpoint. i keep gg to tuas de. (ok, nt really keep, since i do not frequent malaysia in the first place) the bus journeys were kinda long 'cos of the jam, but at least my sis& her friends kinda entertained by being lame throughout the journey. haha! so we reached mlysia. my sis and i cabbed to holiday plaza to cut hair. omg! the service thr is impeccable! haha, can write formal letter to praise. haha, im joking. it's just that the service in singapore is mainly horrible. that place gives you free drink, and the hairdressers really recommend stuff that they think is suitable for you. unlike those here, who keep asking you to do this and try that for the sake of revenue. =.= so unprofessional. haha, the hairdresser that attended to me was very friendly! and he explains what to do at home to improve the quality of my oh-no hair. haha :D AND, it's cheap ok. RM22 = S$10! good srvice and good cut AND, (this is a special bonus! but i think they do it to everybody there) he curled my hair for free. *grins* he still said after cutting my hair "wo bang ni nong mei mei ah" thn curled my hair. haha. :D it's good!
$10 + [$0.55 X 2] (bus-fare) + [($9.50 + $8) /2] (no. of ppl sharing cab to plaza) = $19.85
less than $20! :D it's professional de hair salon ok. singapore doesn't have this kinda prices. oh, i may go thr to perm my hair. haha, it's cheap! less than S$50~ :D
so... just in case you are curious about my current hair, i look young. the hairstyle came from a jap mag.(it had curls, so maybe that explains the curling) when the curls softened with the passing of the day, my mum said i look jap. haha, yaya. but i disagreed. thn she said i looked korean too. haha, not singaporean or others la. well, i thought i looked cheena instead. =.= hehes, cos of the BANGS. yes, BANGS. side-bangs, actually. cos i requested it to be side. straight bangs are so.... so bangs, haha! i have smth aginst straight bangs, btw. ok, i think huixin&huiying must be shocked tht i cut bangs. haha!

ok, so tht's abt the end le ba. i think im so busy starting fr tml until 7jan2010. hehs. my calendar looks sooo packed. D: i wanna stone for at least one full day and think things through de leh. hehes. anyways, goodnight everybody!

[mood song: tanabata matsuri]

signed off (:

2009-12-06T01:54:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to allison & nenlian! ((:

emotional roller coaster

2009-12-06T01:48:00.002+08:00

seat belts fastened;
up, up, up...
whee~ im gg down!!
excitement, anticipation.
stressed, nervous.
happiness, elation.
bored, stone.
gratitude, warmth..
disppointment, helplessness.
inferiority complexes, insanity.
vulgarity, materialism..
back-stabbing, catfights.
emo, confused, lost.
well, it's the end of the emtional roller coaster ride.

why do the lows always outweigh the highs? that's because of physics. it's a law; a fact - an unchangeable fact. we always start off high, don't we? but we can never go back to the beginning. the start of it all. we can only go down, down.. and further down. on the way, we experience more, and this opens our eyes to the world once unknown to us. when all of it comes to a final stop, we look back and remember the initial feelings. and sometimes, we wonder: after all this time, are we only capable of achieving this? why did we start off excited, yet end up lost?
i suppose, it's all part of life, isn't it?
and this, should be a transition phase. just like how we're scared of the violent tossings up thr, our timid souls move on to other games in the amusemnt park, not daring to put ourselves to the test of The Roller Coaster. Merry-Go-Rounds are so safe, aren't they? why subject ourselves to two-faced torture when we can just have simple-minded things? 2 more months, and we'll be on our way to challenge The Roller Coaster again. i seriously hope lubricants are added this time(: that should mean more highs right? 4 years, and i am still unaccustomed. will 2 months work? i had shoulders to lean on on my 4-year ride. what about the upcoming one?
to go to greater heights, we have to experience greater lows and speeds, dont we?

the emotional roller coaster ride...

insaeng... chega cheongmal nomu himdeulreoyo!

anybody wants more? (:

[mood song: sarangin geojyo by heo yeong saeng & the name i loved by SHINee ]
sarangin geojyo:
Love of my life… ch’eo-eummannattdeon nal
keudaeui parkeun misoreul boattjyo
love is my life utdeon keudaeneun nawa eoneusae kakkaweojingeojyo

urin hangsang manheun sigandeuleul
hamkke hamyeonseo seororeul yaegi haesseottjyo
ijeseoya kieokeun marhaeyo
keudaewa haettdeon sigandeul naegen haengbokirago

Can you feel my love for you… sarangin geojyo
imi keudae sarangharsu eoptneun
pogo sip’eoyo soksagideut oech’yeobojiman eodiittjyo keudaeneun

nan keudaeman boyeoyo naega ireohke aeweonhago ittneunde
o keudaeneun eodilbonayo kyeot’e naega ittjyo
ijeneun saranghandago marhalsudo eoptkettjyo

Can you feel my love for you… sarangin geojyo
imi keudae sarangharsu eoptneun
pogo sip’eoyo soksagideut oech’yeobojiman eodiittjyo keudaeneun

bogo sip’dago saranghantago kip’eunmamsoge keudaegaisseoyo
keureon saranggwaneun tareun ttodareun sarangboda
kip’eun keudae saenggake mami ap’ayo
tuson moayo keudaega bogop’eulttaen

2009-11-29T22:53:00.001+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhh. double s is officially ending their activities with their last stage this week on various music shows!!!! T________T ok, at the very least they're focussing on overseas stuff. *spirits lifted a little* tht shld incl SINGAPORE right right? :D hehes.

ok, anyway, anybody know's abt the taecyeon(2pm) incident?? omg.......... it's totally, utterly downright DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh. eeeww! yucks! go read it for yourself.
http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/2pm_taecyeon_scarlet_letter/
the obsessed fangirl must be sick. *pukes* beware.

and so, i've been wanting to cut my limp hair for days alr. wanna cut it short. :DD

Look 1:

don't you think this is nice?

Look 2:

or maybe these? they're a bobs with a fringe(:

Look 3:

it's a bob with side-bangs. (yes huixin&huiying, BANGS)

Look 4:

but i think my hair will turn out like this, cos of my natural curls. =.=

i nd comments, ppl! (: tag/sms me. haha.

2009-11-28T15:34:00.002+08:00

omg wow!
love like this had All Comments (1929 total) in total in 4 wks. :DD
hahaha.

picnic ltr for dear huiying! <3
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!

SS501 dvd

2009-11-26T16:24:00.008+08:00

omg................................................
I WANT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ROAR. btw, the reflection in the water is cool la. hahaha. :DD
(description fr yesasia!)

SS501 – MBC Collection (3DVD + Photobook + Poster In Tube) (English
Subtitled) (Korea Version)

A must-have for SS501 fans, the limited edition three-disc SS501 MBC Collection compiles footage of the hot K-pop group’s appearances on MBC since their 2005 debut.

Disc 1 contains MBC’s history of SS501 documentary, which covers footage from debut to present and includes narration and interviews with members. This disc also features SS501 highlight clips from MBC programs including Happy Time, Thanks For Waking Me Up, Come To Play, Fantasy Partner, We Got Married, Entertainment Plus, Radio Star, Quiz to Change the World, Introducing Star’s Friend, Man Won Happiness, Cheerful Hero, and Star Special. Disc 2 collects SS501’s performances including hit singles, live footage, and music program appearances. Disc 3 is an up-close documentary of the group’s five-day trip to Malaysia including fan meeting sketch and member interviews.

This English-subtitled edition comes with a 100-page photobook and a rolled poster shipped separately in a protective cardboard tube. Poster and DVD shipments may arrive at different times.

Release Date : Dec 1st,2009
Content : 3DVDs+Photobook

not bad right?? wah!!! SO SHUAI!
i wanna buy it~~~ :D
but...

Price : US$54.99

T.T

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:D i found this. aha, at least can know smth fr e dvd.

hjl & grp: http://ss501ufo.blogspot.com/2009/11/photo-ss501-5-men-5-years-album.html

saeng!: http://ss501ufo.blogspot.com/2009/11/photo-young-saeng-5-men-5-years-album.html

kyu~: http://ss501ufo.blogspot.com/2009/11/photo-kyu-jong-5-men-5-years-album.html

horse:http://ss501ufo.blogspot.com/2009/11/photo-jung-min-5-men-5-years-album.html

hjb!:http://ss501ufo.blogspot.com/2009/11/photo-hyung-joon-5-year-5-men-album.html

http://ss501ufo.blogspot.com/2009/11/interview-ss501-interview-in-5-mens-5.html

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2009-11-25T02:57:00.000+08:00

BLAAAH~~~~~~

wahahahaha. :D

2009-11-25T01:29:00.004+08:00

back fr aust! (:

BAH.
my comp keeps restarting and i don't like it.
i don't know how to put in place archives and i don't like it.
im getting vulgar and i don't like it.
im having pimples like nobody's business and i don't like it.
im getting fat and i don't like it.
i cant seem to think on my feet and i don't like it.
im changing and i don't like it.
everything's changing and i don't like it.
im starting to run away and i don't like it.
i don't like the feeling that im experiencing now.
i don't like me disliking so many things.
GAH.

I JUST DON'T LIKE IT. argh.

2009-11-16T22:06:00.002+08:00

wae neon moreulni
neon nan moreul ni
neon wonhaneun naemameul
modu da gajyeogajweo~

2009-11-16T01:27:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to me! :D

2009-11-14T01:09:00.002+08:00

oh my oh my oh my! don't you just miss me?
:D it's the first day of liberation! so everybody say YO~ yo~ say YEA~ yea~ ahaha.

went out right after chem p1 with tohHUIYING and burned fats fr 9am-6pm. record man! it was so fun going to so many places in one day and realise that it's stil the morning. hah, how often do you go mall-hopping on an early weekday morning? never. so tht's why today's fun! (: so long nv go out le. and so long nv go out with huiying le! (: tai kai xin le.

well, other than the mall-hopping and tourist-like map reading(oh yes, it was embarrasing. hahaha. xD), we went to SUNTEC to see the APEC stuff. gushes. we wanted to go see the delegates and stuff and get on camera. *giggles* and we really saw lots of foreigners with the apec pass and cameramen. too bad one reporter hadn't been talking when we accidentally walked into that area. :p oops? haha. anyway, it was really a fun day, save for the TORRENTIAL rain. aiyo, we had to stay stuck at the UOB plaza 1 instead of walking along the singapore river whie eating our mr bean lunch. we could have walked to the esplanade, vch and flyer before reaching cityhall mrt and citylink mall,while saving on mrt fares lor. we could have also increased our chances of finding central without taking out the maps. hehes.

and so, bulk of the day went to "shopping". (: but our main aim was to buy presents for sherlyn, dianne and bukoh, so we dint buy anything for ourselves. haha, partly cos we dint have any money left after buying the presents. D: my money...
but the money was seriously well-spent on sherlyn's present man. omg!! the jacket's SO GORGEOUS!!! huiying spotted it at cotton on first (read on for the cotton on story) and kept swooning over how nice it is. ahh!!! it's really really really very nice!! so cool la, the black, gold zips, design and all. awww, juz tht it was a tad ex. BUT IT'S NICE. so it's a less sinful buy. hehs. :x

now for the cotton on-cum-mrt part. dear huiying is great fan of cotton on, it seems. haha! we went to novena(some mall whose name i've forgotten) first, saw cotton on kids. were disappointed and went on to explore velocity. thn we saw cotton on as the very first shop! :D went in and stayed thr for very long. o.O wanted to buy stuff, esp huiying, but we thn decided to walk walk cos buying stuff at the first store is kinda stupid. informed decisions, you know? haha. so we continued walking. went to novena square, square 2, goldhill plaza, passed by my mum's office unknowingly and took mrt to marina bay, since we were thinking of venturing into unfamiliar places ma. went up, got intimidated by the eerie silence and went back to tke mrt to raffles place. (oh ya! @ marina bay, we saw a sign tht advertises boat trips to kusu island. hahah! we could have gone thr to look for pauline!) after lunch at raffles city, took mrt to city hall and went to citylink mall, marina square, suntec city mall, and found cotton on thr agn! :D after disappointing experiences at the numerous shops tht we had gone to, we still found cotton on within our budget. haha. so we bought sherlyn's jacket thr! (: slogged arnd the mall(gosh, it's big! and gosh, i sound suaku.) cos our feet were hurting so badly. ): finally bought dianne's and bukoh's present. pokeye liao.

and so we rushed back to the huiying's house, got my stuff, changed into my heavenly school-cum-sport-shoes and rushed to mrt agn. (huiying,xinzhi,xiaojun,boxi and sherlyn were supposed to go marina barrage.) and the mrts were so packed tht huiying nd i couldn't squeeze up 2 trains. argh. but anw, alighted at woodlands and gave sherlyn her jacket. :D glad that she liked it.

and so, home sweet home! ((:

oh, for the sake of affinity, we saw edna and jolie at citylink! haha, cool. on my way home, i saw amos! (: ahh, so nice.

it was supposed to be outing with huixin and pauline. when i sent sms to ppl, huiying confirmed first. so it's supposed to be huixin, huiying, pauline and me. thn became huiying, huixin, pauline, florence, shimin, valerie, joanne and me. thn became huiying, florence, shimin, valerie and me. thn added yan&nen(go suntec for apec tgt!). thn became only me and huiying. hahaha. back to square 1.

aiya, it's a fun day la. (: rejoice ppl! (:

**DOUBLE S man sae!!**

2009-07-07T22:00:00.003+08:00

saengil chukha hamnida, saengil chukha hamnida, SARANGHEHREUL KIMBUM I, saengil chukha hamnida...~ haha, i dunno if the spelling works, but anyways. XD hahax. SAENGIL CHUKHA EH! (pardon my lousy korean. :p hehs. At least i tried. :D) kimbum, hengbokhehyo!

2009-06-28T03:03:00.000+08:00

김규종

좋아.

2009-06-04T01:05:00.002+08:00

yo yo! Hahax. It's halfwax tru the first week of intensive. Hahax,nt very intensive leh. :p hees. As in im nt in the intensive mode yet. D: bah. Hahax. I stoned in e afternoon la. Listen song, read newspapers, sms some lucky draw thing for e whole family (...) hehe, i wasted time further by watching tv n smsing 5ppl for 1h?? Hahax,tiring de k. So i did NOTHING for tdy. T.T wanna cry le,so slack. Haha,jk la. Wun cry de. XD Hees. *
Anw, the boys over flowers OST is damn nice la. Hahax. Dwnload dwnload! :p dun catch me eh. Hahax. KIM BUM ROX! XD <3 * I WANNA LEARN KOREAN! muahahahas. :D ok,im gg crazy. Gdnight everybody! Intensive day 3 is starting soon!

2009-05-30T12:08:00.000+08:00

hey! :D

MUG SESSION BEGINS.

2009-05-09T14:09:00.001+08:00

0.0 the school is really ensuring that everybody gets the message that tues muz bring thermometer. Haha. Anw,happy belated mas selamat day! :D

2009-05-03T09:19:00.002+08:00

hey guys! Tml is the start of the torturous exams le. Hahax. Luckily they're starting with el n hcl first, thn ss n bio.hahax. Thn u get the real stress of cramming everything of geog n physics into your head. Hahax. ROAR! PHYSICS. I must ace my physics! Haha,actually, that's a dream cos i juz aced my VERY FIRST PHYSICS TEST IN 1YR4MTHS! Woo! Hahax.. Elation man. :D Gees. Back to mugging bio! I hauent started physics n geog n amath yet. Ooo,so dead. D: haha.

2009-04-28T00:52:00.002+08:00

FREAK. I NEED TIME TO STUDY. SHIT ASS MAN.

pardon my vulgarities. im on the verge of breaking down man. damn the stress and slow brain cells.

WHAT THE HELL.

2009-04-22T15:31:00.005+08:00

YEA PPL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD~~~

haha, using school com now. :p at home dun use now thn use. hahaha. but hey, i was inspired by NENLIAN de ok. hahas. xD anyways,

SCCO~ WE DID IT!!!
WE ARE A GOLD ORCHESTRA~

2009-04-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

GOLD! :D

2009-04-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

37 MORE HOURS
TO
SYF.

2009-04-06T23:58:00.002+08:00

yo ppl! haha. im randoming about. well, pa syf has started... oh man.

band's was over.. well..
this is shocking man. absoulutely stunning. O.O
i know this doesn't help, but still,
hey guys, cheer up! (:

***

(: zjhkx,ywyn.

2009-03-16T01:26:00.004+08:00

hey ppl! yesterday was syf rehearsal! :D hahas, well, our performance as quite good, i would say. :D
but thr's still a long way to getting a gold... ):
NEVERTHELESS, WE CAN DO IT!!!
whees~ (:

haha, saw SINGHUI rehearsing before us la. (chung cheng main thn swiss thn nanhua)
i was like "is that singhui? that looks a damn lot like singhui!" throughout the whole of chung cheng's rehearsal la. hahas... :p i shld have better eyesight, seriously.
dint get a chance to confirm if it was singhui yesterday la. sad. D:

anyways, down to our rehearsal time! :D zys ppl had a great difficulty in getting up to the second level of the stage la. it was so cramped! ): wonder hw we're gonna get ready on actualy syf day. hehes. thn mr ong came up(yay!) n told us abt chungcheng's zys falling off the steps. O.O that seriously hurts a damn lot man. hope that their shengs are still ok for syf. :p
and soon, we started our rehearsal. (: not bad la. each time has diff prob, but it worked out quite well lor. (: haha. must praise my dear juniors! :D haha, gys has lots of taifeng la!! :D hees. juz that nobody noticed. :p but still, yay! haha. you could see zhiming imitating my direction la. hahaha. since my taifeng is random, he had a hard time following. :p hahas... funny! think krystal n i have alternating taifengs. i move in, she move out. hehes. so i can see her sheng bobbing here n thr fr the corner of my eye. (:
oh ya, zhiming! have more confidence in yourself la. you can survive without the scores de! :D hahas.
mr lee was cute! during the seconds/third time rehearsing cicada, he said(in chinese) "we'll go slower this time. we were too fast just now because i was nervous too." hahaha. so funny la! plus he gave that kinda smile. hehes. :D

conclusion: juz follow mr lee n nth will be wrong.

thn, mr ong came on stage n gave fc comments that his do pian1 gao1, told huixin n jieren that our cicada front part was too scary and said that our dizi sounded scared plus had too much zhuang1 shi4 yin1. hehes. (: mr ong's the best man! :D yay!

thn, we rehearsal ended n we went out to keep our instruments. went to the marble bench n saw the 2 gys fr chung cheng thr. i waited to see if singhui would come and get her sheng, but guess was too engrossed in talking to krystal le? missed the part on who came to take the shengs. hehe. :p but still, singhui n i realised that we had seen each other at SCH on facebook today! :DD *happy* hahaha. so funny la. (:

(oh yea. chung cheng's choice piece is so cool la! O.O)
stayed on to watch nanhua's rehearsal too. listening to the same two songs by them is really a different feel. (: picked out some shared problems, goodand also not as exemplary points from their orchestra's performance yesterday. on the whole, scco actually still has to chiong, given that we had much more preparation time for jiang jun ling than them (as said by sinting). so, JIAYOUS LE PPL! :D

haha, cant wait to see our video on tues. (: muz look out for jordan's shuai taifeng!! xD hahaha.

anw, im looking forward to music exchange @ RI! :D cos IRIS IS GONNA BE THERE~~ whoots! hahas. (see tagboard.) mayflower's gonna b thr so clarence's gg too. greendale has the gys girl fr orchestra A. (: happy. hehs. on syf day, we'll see glenda too! (see tagboard agn) muahahas. hope to see more friends! im missing moe co & lead camp again la!!! DD: ahh.
n i read xuanming's blog. (: hahas. his monday post is good la. cos that's how i feel too. haha.

SYF's coming le, n that means we're gg le. passing co on to our dear juniors. (: im feeling a tinge of sadness at this moment. ok, maybe more than just a tinge. well, that feeling's all too familiar with each year's "getting used to" phase after syf/concert. 2 years back, we still had seniors to rely on. last year, we had our juniors to give us the strength to get over that rough period this year, i guess we'll have to rely on ourselves? :/ haha. it's so near to MYE too.. haha.

aiyo,i should stop all this for now and get to sleep le ba. haha.

FOCUS ON SYF!!!!

and not what happens after that (not referring to MYE) until syf is over. :DD
yea ppl ppl!!
PRESS ON! WE CAN DO IT~

*thanks to all dearest alumni who came back to support us during the rehearsal. :D love you guys! n thanks to sinting for motivating ww after the rehearsal plus peiyi n eileen for accompanying us back to swiss; zaiyuan andrew john for making the pizza hut dinner so fun. (:

(class outing's later! :D )

2009-03-08T23:29:00.005+08:00

hahaha. xD

hey ppl! im back.
haha. (: well, there's so much to update u guys on. but oh well.
im just to lazy to type them all out. haha. so here are the few important events! :D

SYF REHEARSAL IS 6 DAYS AWAY.

MUSIC EXCHANGE @ RI IS 13 DAYS AWAY.

SCHOOL SYF PREVIEW IS 15 DAYS AWAY.
SYF IS 43 FREAKING DAYS AWAY.

MID-YEAR EXAMINATIONS ARE 58 BLOODY DAYS AWAY.

omg.

wow..

hahahahahahahaha. dun worry. that's just for laughs. :D

2009-02-07T19:53:00.002+08:00

ahh. Haha. Im speaking in codes oh! Only clever ppl can read. Haha. :D a s f z! Z m b? H. W k f l l. G n z y q j h s j g j g g d. S.. S... H x s k x. J z... J y y z y z z x d z t m. H. S b l! Haha. I think it's quite obvious for the first part, :p haha. Ok.. I think it's time for me to sleep. :) sleeping is fun. :)

2009-02-07T19:11:00.002+08:00

hey people,im blogging from my mama's handphone! :) hehe. So cool. But this is not the main point. Haha. The main point is, today is the 4th practice with the sec1s! :D haha. Yay! :) junior junior. Haha. So happy la. :) today went to school with huiying and went so high about them. :D haha,i love the new juniors! Ok,i seriously am getting too high. :p sec4 le still like that. Haha. But ppl cannot contain excitement ma. Gee. Today's co was so fun! Krystal taught yuting while i taught zhiming jun4 ma3. Haha,he was so stunned at all the san1 tu1 lor. Haha.. So it was basics for us lo. :D l8r,mr lee came in to take sectionals before break cos he wanted to prac for syf after break ma. :D so went through the 2 songs plus some parts of huan1 le4 de4 jie2 ri4. Yea! So long nv prac le. Zhiming and my mouth muscles quite tired. :P hehe. But it's still so fun! :D jiu break le lo. JUNIORS, EAT BREAK TOGETHER BA. haha. Ok,tat was very random. Haha. :P felihua was talking about pick-up lines. The first one was so sweet! Awww:-) haha. Saw ZAIYUAN and SIHAO (i purpose i left somebody out? Haha,jk la. Saw andrew too) too! :D yay. I love seniors. Haha. I love juniors too! I LOVE CO LA. :D after break,was full orchestra! :D cicada is getting nicer! But jjl's standard is dropping. Damn. D: haha. Jiayou le ppl! Haha. Den,arnd packing time,something happened. Omg. Haha,ok,ppl that know,it's within us only ah. :D :D thanks! Haha. After co,went causeway with zaiyuan to eat(KOREAN FOOD) lunch n talk talk! :D haha. Talked about some things lo. Haha. Haiyo. :( den went to value dollar to buy sweets for valentines. Haha,quite cheap skate. :P oops? Haha. Den took bus home. 0.0 bus leh! Haha.. Ok, nvm if u dun get it. :) come back home,thought about some more stuff after reading newspapers(the science section is so cool! :D). Haha. Aiyo. It's actually about all the same stuff. But it's still so damn depressing. ROAR. haha. Slept a little before eating dinner. :) sleeping is good. Haha. Haii. Emo? Ah! I dun wanna emo! Haha.:) emo not good. But... Haiyo. Dunno la. :D bye everybody! A math test n physics spa on the same day. 0.0 jiayou le ppl! :)

2009-02-01T13:42:00.002+08:00

한국 열광은 여기 있다! 하하. :D

Oh 아니오는, 무엇 하기 위하여 가 나 인가?
아아! 나는, 나 모른다 모른다.
어떻게?
~~그러나 실제로, 나는 확실히 행복하게 느끼고 있다.~~
oops? 하하.
그러나…
아아! 나는 나가 모른ㄴ다는 것을 모른다!
누군가는, 저를 돕는다!

ok, this is the song that i heard dunno how many times in korea. xD
hahaha. so bimbotic!

Wonder Girls - Nobody

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan sirheunde wae nal mireonaeryeogo hani jakku naemareun deutji anko
wae ireoke dareun namjaege nal bonaeryeo hani eotteoke ireoni

nal wihae geureotan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
ijen geumanhae neon nareul aljanha wae wonhajido annneungeol gangyohae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan joheunde nan haengbokhande neoman isseumyeon dwae deo baralge eomneunde
nugul mannaseo haengbokharan geoya nan neol tteonaseo haengbokhal su eobseo

nal wihae geureotan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
mari an doeneun mariran geol wae molla niga eobsi eotteoke haengbokhae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want nobody body body.I don't want nobody body
naneun jeongmal niga animyeon niga animyeon sirtan mallya a~

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

(RAP)
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
modeunge neomuna kkumman gatatdeon geuttaero doragago sipeunde
wae jakku nareul mireonaeryeo hae
Why do you push me away.
I don't want nobody nobody
Nobody nobody but you

2009-01-24T00:06:00.005+08:00

23Jan2009

Ooo! CNY performance today! (: quite ok ba. haha. it's so cool to be conducting in front of the whole school! O.O hees. but of course, first time = a lil nervous ma. hehe. but it all turned out to be quite good. (:
*NO MORE GONG XI GONG XI NXT YR PLS*
hehe.
thanks to all performers n helpers n members who clapped offstage! :D
love you guys!!

love felihua too! :D

***
dint win the CNY deco prize. ): disappointed.
e6 really put in alot of effort n time de leh! ):
we deserve at least a prize ba? hahas. (:
but anyways, this deco thing has bonded 4e6 tgt yea? yea! haha. so it's not that bad. :D
the funny thing is, right after we went back to class, edgarton started to take down his cow fr the notice board. hahaha.
i think he's gg to hang it up in his hse for his CNY too. haha. funny la!
like the rest of us were like... WHAT ARE U DOING?!

***
chionged to greenwood with allison! hahas.
n patheically, thr was only allison, gerald n me. =.=
(gerald's popular man. ppl juz talk to him along the way whn we were gg arnd our pri sch. hahaha.)
so we went to walk walk in school. took many dumb pics la. hahaha. so fun! :D
thn we went to canteen to eat. :p
ahems.
i ate : pizza, lor mai kai
i drank : mushroom soup(it comes with a slice of bread), watermelon juice
all in 30min. hahaha. i feel fat. D:
thn, zongxian came!! :D yea!!
haha. when he sat dwn at the table w us, gerald suddenly shoved the lor mai kai into his face n asked if zongxian wanna eat anot. haha! zx was like so shocked la. hahaha. funny!
oh ya! greenwood had a lion dance troupe performing. haha. so cool.
after a few minutes, we were chased out of school. D:
i din feel like gg ma, thn zx said we go take tents thn camp here. haha. xD
still nv lose his touch ah. hehe. :p
oh, thr were like so many sec1 in swiss cottage tht were fr greenwood la. so incredible. (:
after that, gerald, zongxian, allison n i went to causeway(mos burger) to eat.
talked talked talked. :D
laughed laughed laughed. :D
hahaha.
thn zx said that when we were still sec1, 28ppl came back for CNY. sec2, 20ppl. sec3, 10+ppl. sec4, 4ppl. =.= haha. so pathetic. la.
but nevertheless, it was fun la. cos it's still the 4 of us who keep gg back every yr. haha. :D yea!
after tht, gerald had to go back home. ):
left me, zongxian, allison go shop shop.
ltr, ziliang came; cos nd to go buy foolscap ma. haha.
AND, zongxian had a grp pic, in which he looked damn like ziliang la!
hahaha. allison n i were like laughing like crazy lor. hahaha. xD
thn talked abt allison still living in her childhood period. hahas.
funny la. HILARIOUS!
then, we went to popular to buy foolscap.
to take a shortcut, we have to cut across kiddy palace!!
HAHAHAHA.
when allison turned into kiddy palace, the 3 of us damn shocked la! thought that she really wanna go inside to see see.
hahahahaha. xD
then stupid zongxian n ziliang kept taking turns to bully ally n i la.
what is this man. hahaha.
they juz know each other for a few minutes jiu like gd friends le lor =.= hahas
throughout the few hrs, we continued crapping here n thr lor.
crap until we went back to bata to buy zongxian's sport shoes.
thn, zongxian insisted tht he buy ally n my belated bdae presents. hahas. :P
thanks ah zongxian. :D
CONTINUE WALKING.
walk until ziliang n zongxian leg cramp. hahaha!
jiu went to sit dwn @ benches outside watson's lor.
continue to talk. haha. :D so fun!
talked abt ally n daryl lor. kept suan-ing her. :D
hees.
thn, when zongxian, ally n i talked abt pri sch stuff, ziliang go drift away la.
when ziliang, ally n i talked abt sec sch stuff, zongxian go drift away also.
haha. so we taled abt MORE general STUFF while waiting for florence tay. hahahas
aiyo wait for florence tay wait for very long leh.
we were still expecting her to come with some more anderson ppl. in the end she came alone. =.= haha, bei pian le. D:
aiya, jiu talk talk summore jiu go home le. :]
ally n zongxian go take bus (i think) while florence went to find her mum, which was at causeway too. hahas. jiu go hm with ziliang lor. D: bully me agn. hahas, jk la. :D

(: reunion was so fun!! :D
allison, florence, gerald, huiern, zongxian. the last standing warriors of 6a'05. :D

***
aiyo. the hrc template got smth wrong D: muz copy n paste one by one. D:
ahh.
PPL, SEND YOUR FORMS! YOU ARE ALREADY LATE! (unless u r w valid reason)

ok, i nd to sleep. wah, cld have easily slept after dinner.
but got hrc, jiu stay up until now. D:
im sleep deprived. hahs. when sec1s come in, it's gg to get even worse. hehe.
:D muz buck up for 0lvls le ah!!!

huang huiern, azhar~
*plonks onto keyboard*

2009-01-20T21:10:00.001+08:00

hahaha. my blog is so dead la. xD
anyway, IM SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
hahaha.
im so duper high now. xD
hees.

2008-12-26T15:38:00.003+08:00

hey people people! im blogging at the korean airport right now! :D woos! cool man. hahas. will be taking the 6pm flight later. :D
IM COMING HOME!!
hahas, actually, this trip is very fun!!! VERY FUN VERY FUN VERY FUN. hees.
but i not relaxed about the homework that i have to chiong when i get back home. DD:
hahas, aiyo. die liao la. hees. ok! no more about the homework. :P
more about the trip! hahas.
my camera is currently loaded with ZILIAN pics and FOOD~
cool man. hahas...
apparently i cannot upload them unless im using my sisi's laptop. hehe.
BUT
no time. muz chiong homework. DD: ahh.
aiya, but also nth much nice to see de la. it's m0re about SHOPPING~~
tell u ah, the things here (if you buy the right stuff), are VERY CHEAP~ oh my tian.
hahas. :D happy.
and and and!! i bought something so coooooooooool!!
hehe, 不方便透露详情。
O.o I actually know how to use the 华文输入法。call me pro, OH! i can type in KOREAN too!
안넝하새요!
사랑함니다!
나는총말cool!
스근포드장!
ok, fine. i dunno wht im writing seriously. i don't even think these phrases are written correctly. =.=
BUT STILL, IT'S SO DAMN COOL! hahaha. xD
ok, back to the trip,
well, we went there with a luggage each (4 in total)
and now we have 5 check-in luggages with 4 hand-carries.
HAHAHA! we have all been saying that we can 开店了。
so funny. hahas, we have bought almost everything la =.=
从上到下，从里到外，样样齐全。
(side note: oh man! i can really use this 华文输入法啦！哈哈哈)
so funny. xD hees.
but souvenir 就很少啦。oops? hees.
cos the souvenirs are all the same =.=
so 千篇一律的。
so i only bought a lil, dunno if enough anot :P
oh yea! during the trip, ppl thought that we are
1) Japanese
2) Japanese
3) Japanese
=.=.=.=
ok la, my sisi and mummy look really jap la. BUT I DO NOT!
hehehe. luckily i know a little korean. so they know im not jap. :D
they'll ask us where we're from. hahas...
only a rare few know that we're from
SINGAPORE!!
新加坡！
SINGAPURA!
신가포! (?)
aiya, whatever. hees. xD
ok ppl, gotta go! xD
byes! no time to write annyeong in korean. hehe
byebye!! oh ya. i love bibimbap!! NICE TO EAT~~~

2008-12-21T19:33:00.002+08:00

co camp is over! :D
hope everybody had fun. haha. ((:
yea~

I LOVE CO!

hees. WOODWINDS IS THE BEST MAN~

woohoo!! guanyue guanyue guanyue!! xD

thanks for all the presents! :D love them. haha.

n i've not finished reading the books. :p i'll cry like shit. hahas.

huixin n i read a little in co room and cried le ok. haha. :p

ok, i shall stop this. i have no time le. (nope, im not gg to die. haha.)

today, chen zaiyuan went to taiwan le!! DD:

for 3 weeks. =.= so long la! gonna miss him like crazy hahas.

and later, im going to korea~~~ woos!

i think i've finished packing. think. hehe.

yep, so im gonna do more research&learn more basic korean ba. :D

wish me good luck eh? haha

and btw im coming back on 26dec night. MISS ME.

goodbye everybody! this blog's gonna stay dead for a very long time. haha. :D

2008-12-13T14:55:00.002+08:00

hey guys,

~~CO CAMP~~

INTENSIVE TRAINING CAMP

IS COMING UP!! :D

hehehe, dun worry, it's gonna be so very fun de. :D

woo! i cant wait man. hehe.

jiayous ppl! prac hard and play hard!

SYF HERE WE COME~~

ppl, pls hand in your consent forms. =.= hahaha.

2008-12-05T00:36:00.004+08:00

hahaha, huang huiern, emo ge pi ah. xD
*hits huiern*

wei! wo mei emo dao la! haiyo.
*rubs sore head*

haha, pian shei ah?

haha, ni zi ji xiang tai duo ba. wo na you emo? xD haha. aiya, hao la hao la. wo xiao ge gei ni kan
*tries to smile*

haha, ni kan? xiao bu chu lai, bu shi emo, shi shen me?

haha, na jiao COOL! xD aiya, bie chao. ji xu zuo shi. (:

失落非主流/说好的幸福呢
作詞：方文山作曲：周杰倫

妳的回話凌亂著在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌假裝沒事了

時間過了走了愛情面臨選擇妳冷了倦了我哭了
離開時的不快樂妳用卡片手寫著有些愛只給到這真的痛了

怎麼了妳累了說好的幸福呢
我懂了不說了愛淡了夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻我都還記得

妳不等了說好的幸福呢
我錯了淚乾了放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著要怎麼停呢

妳的回話凌亂著在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌假裝沒事了

時間過了走了愛情面臨選擇妳冷了倦了我哭了
離開時的不快樂妳用卡片手寫著有些愛只給到這真的痛了

怎麼了妳累了說好的幸福呢
我懂了不說了愛淡了夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻我都還記得

妳不等了說好的幸福呢
我錯了淚乾了放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著要怎麼停呢

怎麼了妳累了說好的幸福呢
我懂了不說了愛淡了夢遠了我都還記得

妳不等了說好的幸福呢
我錯了淚乾了放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著要怎麼停呢

2008-11-28T00:25:00.019+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HUIYING~~~~~~~ :D

hey people! lazy huiern is back! hahaha.
ok la, im still lazy to post. too many thngs to post le!! hees. (excuses, haha)
so, i shall upload the pics. if u want them, can just take lor. haha.
im uploading every single one of them that i can. :DD (im updating my links soon!)

AND, im really a bad photographer. :D sorry eh. haha.

p.s. my USB thing (do you call that a port??) in the com caved in. yes. CAVED IN. *sighs*
haha, so i can't upload those pix that r in my hp.
like what i told calvin, 有缘 thn i bluetooth you. :D hehe.
(mms very ex de leh!)

artistic

track!

the line on the floor... yes, im bored. hahaha.

artistic 2

me and yan~

MOELC 2008!

closer look? :D

yan and my shoes

artistic 3

artistic 4
(the line on the floor's supposed to join with the track line. but oh well..)

artistic 5
(i told you im artistic! haha. xD)

cute lil children tracking

cool pic of mr lim (on bus to jalan bahtera)

CCAB! IM BACK~

mr lim 2

registration @ auditorium

food!!

mr yeo, brother of mr yeo. hahaha. they're SO SIMILAR!!

yanyan, dave

giving out the certificates and collar pin

3 best campers! (haha, no grp 3 cos we're too cold le D:)

what's davE doing?!

what's davY doing?!

omg.. now what's si yuan doing?! *sighs*

BEST CAMPER GOES TO DAVY!

artistic 6

dave, i think. haha. i dint take this pic!

artistic IRIS. xD

me, amelia :D

grp 3's prize and spencer's hand. hahaha.

yay! MORE FOOD!

rongxiang, amanda teo, minxuan

last look at audi.

i think that's calvin and guowei. haha. sorry la.

iris, rongxiang(hahaha), deng lan.

featuring... CALVIN!!

guowei, me, calvin. argh! i dint nd to bend down to take this pic. D:

haha, that's all for today guys. :D

im gg for co ltr~

NEW INSTRUMENTS ARE COMING!!!!! WOOOO!

2 BRAND-NEW ZHONG YIN SHENGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHH~

ok, *snaps fingers*

come back here now.

n im gg for the liangzhu performance by sco at night too! :D hees.

OHYEA! cos by popular demand, this is my msn: ernie.rox@hotmail.com

i have facebook and friendster accounts. but friendster has been long abandoned. hahaha. :D

hahaha. add me ba ppl! xD

good morning everybody!

2008-11-25T01:04:00.004+08:00

haha, went out with MOE LEADERSHIP CAMP peeps~
:D fun-ness. haha, today went to guowei & faith's guan1 mo2 hui4. haha.
met friends at tanah merah station, waited for the latecomers.
justin and gang went off while yan,iris,amanda teo, amanda ng, nicole and I waited for dave & minxuan.
haha, waited and waited until they finally arrived.
then, took the bus and alighted at the wrong stop. =.=
so we had to walk 2 bus-stops before reaching TEMASEK SECONDARY!
yea, we arrived at interval. hahaha.
then went up to listen to the rest of the songs.
after leaving temasek sec, we went to bedok thr de foodcourt to eat dinner/supper.
THEN WENT HOME.

haha, im tires. go sleep le. haha(sorry for the really bad eng and typos).
*yawns*
haha, updated cos xuanming they all said i have been stuck at my birthday for too long. hahaha.
:D feel honoured?

ok la, one pic for all of you. :D

hey, this is a good beginning right? hahahs. :D

GUANYUE~~
-huiern

2008-11-24T16:01:00.002+08:00

ok, im very very slow. i shall update about my birthday, moe leadership camp and tonight's temasek sec's guan1 mo2 hui4. :D haha, someday. :D

2008-11-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

I LOVE HUIERN~~

to be continued...

2008-11-10T15:07:00.002+08:00

super mario

2008全國笙獨奏高中職B組決賽-靖安

hahaha, cool eh? xD

2008-11-07T01:49:00.002+08:00

i dunno why im online now. seriously.
*looks at clock*
it's 1.49am. =.=
and i have to wake up at 7.30 later, to a busy busy day @ co.
O.O
hahaha.

good morning everybody. :D

2008-11-01T21:35:00.003+08:00

today. had sectionals. (:
dunno why, but it felt damn good.
well, not really about standard, but at least we've improved, yea? :D not matter how minimal that improvement is, it's still an effort. (:
guess today... i didn't care so much? haha, you know, it's the just live it! kinda feel. (:
ohyea. today, we went through 难忘的泼水节, and at 管乐's 长音 before 小快板, ziyong n i were AMAZED. cool man. it's about the dizi ppl playing the diff notes. (: omg. when everyone was 准, the sound produced was... OH MY GOODNESSLY GOOD!! xD
yea, love it.
今天,我找回了那失去过的感觉. :D

BLUE.

blue for calmness.

2008-11-01T21:02:00.003+08:00

this is one un-huiern post.

please do not attempt reading it.

thank you.

hey, i've just read some blogs, and the last one really saddened me ):
nope, it's not those blog posts that shoot people down or something like that. yet, it has affected me in someway. (: cheer up girl! i know it's over, but still, hope im not too late in sending in my regards? (:

***

and you two. i really do not believe that you'll do something like this. no, i don't believe, and i have chosen not to be further updated on this until i hear about it. i trust in the both of u. yes, both of you are co ppl.

***

it's barely 6months away to SYF. you may think that it's still light years away. but hey. it's not.
should we put in our 100%? what have you guys written during the AGM? you're not demonstrating it. it's disappointing to know that those words were just words. i would really appreciate it if all of us can set our mindsets right, and transform those words into actions. it's the last 6months for us seniors. it's the last 6months before we say goodbye to the place we've become so used to. it's the last 6months. yet, how have we fared?
it's the last 6months before you guys become the seniors of co. i know that at least i have not been a good senior. but we can all try to stop thinking that our seniors are the limit that we can go? can we aim much higher than our seniors? maybe this is the reason why we've been stuck at this phase for chunk of the year. yes, it's good to dream. but before we dream, we must be clear of where we stand. only then can we ask ourselves about our dreams. i can see that many of us are not bothered. i'm so sorry to say this, but, do you think we are confident enough to at least imagine what co will be like after we go off? it's already bad enough now. please don't make it worse. please. it's the last 6months. put in your heart and soul, before it's all too late. do not even think about sacrificing co at this stage. you are only sec2 turning sec3. if you are unwilling to put in your effort now, when will that breakthrough come? tell me, when? and,
it's the last six months that i have with all of you. the next time i come back, it's all going to be different. yes, we all know that. so please, for the last six months. let us feel that we are all part of a great big team. as one whole, working towards our unfinished dream. after all, it's our last six months.

***

im sorry, but i had to say the above stuff. well, if you were thinking i'm weak. i am now saying it right in your face.

i am not.

neither will my team be.

RED.

RED for anguish.

temporary anguish.

Internal Music Exchange

2008-10-30T15:17:00.003+08:00

傣乡风情 - 新加坡大巴窑民众俱乐部华乐团

[shit it.
i chose this song for my IME, O.O without knowing that it was this song!!!
OH. MY. GOSH.
i've heard it before the music camp when i was searching for gaoyinsheng solos!
AND, this song was the song that mr ong demonstrated for us during the camp!
AND AND, the part of the song that he taught me is actually part of 傣乡风情!

arg. i feel so stupid. x_X
GOSH......................
die.
wish me good luck man. :O]

yep, so i chose this song for my IME.
CAN YOU BELIEVE I ACTUALLY FOUND THIS ON YOUTUBE?!
omg. cool man. at least, now i know how this song is supposed to be. hees. have something to model after liao. *happy* wish me good luck man. im still in the midst of fan1-ing my pu3.
OMG. i can't breathe.

since im on the topic, the following video is 难忘的泼水节 - 民族管弦乐. (: hey people, better start practicing soon! if not mr lee's gonna get very disappointed. ~~again.~~ D:

oh ya, i dunno why i saved the link to this webbie as 欢乐的泼水节. O.O guess i was thinking of 欢乐的节日 or 欢乐的准北. haha. (:

nan kal keh. annyeong! :D

2008-10-29T20:50:00.004+08:00

o.O :D
im actually posting. haha.
yep, quite cool changes to CO these few days...
PERCUSSION & STRINGS HAVE THEIR OWN INSTRUCTOR~
woo! cool man i tell u. hehe, can't wait to c them. xD

***
and yea, i dunno, but i really really really really want to do well. but somehow it's not effective. mayb cos i dunno how to organise things on my part here first? or mayb i dunno how to hold SOMETHING that is at least producing something in direct proportion to the amt of time that we put in? ROAR. not very sure. but thing dun seem to be looking bright. BUT. smile! :D well.. it's kinda.. i dunno. hard to describe this kinda thing. hees. and im trying my very very very best to dispel all those weird thoughts. haha. esp now, stress is coming from all sides. it's getting tough to balance. hope i'll be able to adapt faster? (i shouldn't be adapting at this time alr anw. hah.) or mayb i should say: hope i'll be able to get my correct mindset and discipline? (:

***
i've finished watching GOONG again!!! :DD
damn high, yea~
im gonna rewatch it for the 6th time i tell u. :D

***
YES. i have not posted about Youth Leaders Academy 4 :p ahems. yes, im a lazy pig.
TAEJI. whatever. hees. :D so... pictures for the time being? yes. i know.. i've been putting pictures up in place of the proper posts.. but hey. (: at least im posting. xD haha!

anw, this whole camp is sooo yellow. xD centurians are yellow, my kitchen is yellow and my theatrette seat is also yellow!! omg. super high. haha! :D

CENTURIANS ROCK!!

room-mates! :D from left to right:
(top row)yan teng, huey huey, lixing, chelsea
(bottom row)hui voon, me, atiq, choo ling, ruth

ngee ann poly fr the overhead bridge. (:

road (taken on bridge)

YELLOW KITCHEN!

omg. im an idiot at postng stuff. ok la. this is ALL. yes,

(screams) MUMMY!! IT'S OVER!!!

hahaha. not funny. -.-

2008-10-15T23:38:00.003+08:00

no huixin! you're NOT gg to snatch ~~him~~ them from me!!!
wahahahahas. despo liao la. cannot stand it. 5hours of meeting.
PLUS saw ziliang. hhas.
and redo proposal.
now doing yi bu la xin paper. =.=
i wanna do a math la. dun wanna do the la bi xiao xin paper. hhas.
FINE! i make no sense. hhas.
n talking to kangyong makes me realise that strangers can become friends. :D yays!
talking to michelle fr philippines also makes me realsie that long-distance friendships can be sustained~ :D
hahaha.

byebyebaybeh.
oh no. im NOT thinking straight.
somebody, help me!!!
ROAR.

aeben~ ((:

thong!! :D

2008-10-15T23:35:00.003+08:00

yea man! today finally get back english paper 1 le. :D :D :D

happiness.

yea, pure happiness. hhas. AND, :D
lalala. i L1R5=7 wors!!!
damn high can :D
yes. huang huiern. you can do it!!!

POWER UP FOR THE FUTURE~~~
mabuhay! (:

SCO @ Racecourse

2008-10-13T23:53:00.003+08:00

yes, i've got nth to do n this post is really bad. u can dun read it. :D it has no link thoughout. =.=

here goes..

:D yesterday went to Kranji truf club with jieren n sinyee to watch FREE SCO performance. hhas. it was supposed to start at 7pm, but luckily it started later, so we could still catch it in time. (:
[was eating yummy seafood @ longbeach imm before that. :D hahaha. i know you're envious.]
so i alighted at kranji at 6.59pm, met sy n jr n went into that place. haha. was kinda suaku cos i've never been thr before. hahas. plus, i was so ganchiong that i practically dragged sy to the seats. hhas. apparently, that was a bad move cos we were so hot after that, n sy was wearing jacket while i wore spaghetti. hehe,woops?

and so, we took the programme brochure and kept searching for seats on the first level. (we didn't know there was a second level! that is, until libin told us. ahaha,aiyo. double-suakuness.) then, saw my deardear huiying n wai!! xD happy happy.

but then sy. jr n i went to second level in a bid to secure some seats. so dint c huiying n wai until after the performance. hhas. yep, so jieren n i sat down on the steps while sinyee stood up. cos she doesn't wanna sit. haha! omg, BAD MOVE AGAIN. D: so many people kept moving up n down the steps. =.= and so, poor me was kicked like nobody's business. and jr couldn't stop laughing. =.= hahas.

***

the songs were nice! from all over the world. hahas. dun really feel like elaborating much cos i'll keep going on until dawn breaks. hahas. but, i shall say that the songs are really famaliar. AND, THERE'S ZAI NA YAO YUAN DE DI FANG!!!! omg, brings back MOE music camp days... *sobs* hhas. so nostalgic. summore mr ong was performing thr too. double-nostalgia.

***

after the performance, the 3 of us followed the SCO ppl to their... ... snack-place. haha,whatever it's called la. then we went super-duper high!!! when we saw mr lee. hahas! then mr poh was thr too, laughing. heh. triple-suaku. later, sy said that we should get some flowers for mrlee. heh. THEN, one sco guy walked past with one bouquet of flowers la! hahaha. guess sy talked too loudly? cos the guy turned arnd n looked at us after sy said "hey! thr got flowers!". x.X quadriple-suakuness. =.= hahas, then we left la. cannot be so suaku at the same place in one day. :D

***

went mos burger @ causeway, went to the much-awaited TOILET! :D hahahas. then free-loaded sy n jr's fries n sauces. xD hahaha. oops? :p then talked n talked n talked. sy went home first, then jr n i talked for wahseh, dunno how long. hahas. xD kinda happy. after that mummy phoned n i had to go home le lor. hahas. go home, talked to wai then slept. (:

*** *** ***

GOT BACK EXAM PAPERS.

hahas, quite good for me :D

el paper 2 - 37/50

el paper 3 - 33/40

hcl - 64.3%

chem - 78/100

a math - 81%

:D :D actually very happy leis. hhas. hoping i won't be emo-ing over the papers getting back tml. ): got emath, physics, bio, geog, el compo... die liao die liao... :D

at least i won't get retained.

WOHOO~

2008-10-11T17:58:00.003+08:00

(: my links are longer than usual. (:
anw, jay chou's shi1 luo4 fei1 zhu3 liu2 is not bad. haha, heard it on szefan's blog. heh.
long long time no go le. haha. anw, im bored yet busy. O.O
nah. procrastination is one big big word to conquer.
hahaha.

change of blogskin

2008-10-09T19:27:00.002+08:00

yes...!

FINALLY, a change of blogskin. wahahahas. :D ( im adding names to my links! (: im getting CONNECTED. qing ni bao chi tong hua! hah. lame.)

ok, i now need POSTS. :) i've not blogged in a very long while... so many things going on in my life. it's just such a pity to let them slip by just like that. hahaha. (: suppose pictures will suffice for the time being? :D

anyway, it's after the exams! :D woo~

2008-10-09T16:08:00.001+08:00

YES. im in the midst of changing my blogskin. like finally. wahahahas. :D
wish me luck.
oh yea, i shall be changing my links too. :D like finally. again.
:D

Procrastination

2008-10-04T08:59:00.004+08:00

guess the title's quite self-explanatory. (: hhas. well, been sleeping whole day after the bio yesterday. HAHAHA. sleeping raises spirits. :D muahahahahas.

OMG!
IT'S THE EXAMS
AND I'M STILL
PROCRASTINATING.

NO,i dun wanna fail. D: dun wanna see underlines. dun wanna see pink. D:

i dun wanna get retained. D:

Proverbs 6:9-11 says:
How long will you lie down, O sluggard? When will you arise from your sleep? “A little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the hands to rest”- And your poverty will come in like a vagabond, and your need like an armed man.

:D Trust in Him.

nope, no more procrastination. :D

2008-09-22T15:08:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh!!!!!!!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
cannot take it le. :D :D
yep. n its not about the exams. :D :D
D: D: D: D: D: D:
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
whees~~

2008-07-06T21:16:00.003+08:00

Oh yea. my life's a goodness-ly busy one. :D
let's see...

Singapore-Malaysia Camp 2007
SCCO West-Malaysia Music Exchange
Anderson JC "Music Exchange"
Swiss Science Challenge
National Science Challenge
MOE Pre-Camp
SCCO June One-Day Camp
MOE Music Camp
O Level Oral
ASEAN Youth Science Summit
SCCO West Mall Performance

Oh My Goodness... All in 8months?? x.X Luckily I didn't sign up for the shanghai trip. if not, i shall get retained this year. ): as you can see, NONE of the above are related to my studies... ROAR. BUT who cares? this is so damn COOL man!!! XD (i have this grave feeling that i forgot something... care to tell me?)

hehes,ok guys, i'll be gone for my event number 10 from tml to 11july(fri). So,MISS ME. :D i've juz updated on the music camp so i think that entertains for a little while. hees. :D ok.

List of ppl to Shop for :

Family - 3
Woodwinds - 40 (incl sec4)
Friends - 15
Others - 5

Did I miss anyone of you? hahas. SMS me~ :D BUT no guarantee that i'll buy so much lor. hhas. i dun even noe if i can finish buying for ww. o.O hees.

ok,im offfff to chiong as much hw as i can. (: n u guys can send me sms~ it's local number so it's still 5cents per sms. :D whees~ BUT i cannot send back cos im sending to overseas number. T.T hees. byes everybody! :D

moe music camp

2008-07-02T22:23:00.047+08:00

Yea! After constant nagging by dear soh huixin,i've uploaded the pix for moe co music camp 2008~~
:D
hehes. XD I LOVE MUSIC CAMP. awww.. :( i miss it so much now... :(
can anybody bring us back?? :D

(it's advisable to read this post starting from the end. :) )

HEY YOU!

read it fr the BACK.

that's it. (:

MR ONG RAWKS!!!

me, YAO LAO SHI, huixin, juinying. :D

Mr Ong and Us~

holding rm once again..

*gasps* isn't that... YITING'S DARREN?!

random

ok,we give up. XD

whoops!

whoops.

the dirty waters that we've been looking into for ALL our lunches..

In The Meantime...

yiting's ULTRA-BIG shirt. x.X

Toilets (part 2)

instruments in holding room!

huxin n i. xD im bad at this.

ok,FINE! it's the toilet AGAIN. :D

orchestra A in action. (: [I KNOW IT'S BLUR]

yao lao shi (if you look close enough)

holding room

us looking at the card for Yao Lao Shi. :D

whoops. (: that's orchestra A.

The BIG Day ^^

SHENGERS~ (from left: me,yiting,juinying,huixin,jasmine)

*on second look* omg. x_X ugly huixin
huixin! (:

huixin?

(HEY,those are sheng ppl's second home. XD)

Toilets :D

scores~

door to sectional classroom :) [exhibition hall]

mr ong's feet. xP

gosh,yiting reminds me so much of zifeng la!! *gasps*

YITING!!!

Juinying blowing jasmine's gys. :) [aww,dun b shy]

glenda teaching me. (:

gys~ and juinying! the IMPOSTER!! ROAR.

:p yiting~

Juinying again..~ :)

trying to act cute to attract all the guys to her.

Juinying blowing zys!!

Juinying! (man-eater)

glenda~ pro shenger. omg. O.O

DAO LU!!! :D

wahahas. unglam shot of mr ong. (:

CUTE!

Wang Lao Shi playing sheng!

SECTIONALS! xD

pipa n liuqin. (:

stupid songsim n darren. XD WHOOPS?!

suona. wahahahs.

guzheng (:

SHENG!!!!!! :D

3rd fr left is our OL! :D sheila.

gaohu!

the on e left is kenneth, back one is benny. (: my group de~

zhong hu again. :D

Ruans.. (:

Cello! :)

whoops, no head. haha! (that guy's shuai ge,florence's partner)

erhu! (:

dizi~~ (wai khin's first fr right. :D damn pro guy!! :D)

percussion~ :)

waha. me n huixin. :D

Bass!

OMG! HE THREW HIS ZHONGHU??

(Orchestra B only)

Group Photos~ :D

concentrate...

jasmine says "yo yo!" xD wahas.

percussion

YUE PU! (:

break time!

suona ppl looking @ their zi-lian pix. hees.

soh huixin

unglam florence wai. xD

Full Orchestra :D

juz take the photos if you want.

RANDOM PHOTOS. :D

wahahahas. ok,this is a warning

it's better late than never!

ok, i know these are long overdue.. but.. :D

hees. i love MOE CO camp!!!

read upwards! (:

2008-06-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

haha,im busy.

WILLIAM MOSELEY~

2008-05-30T11:32:00.002+08:00

anyway,

高音笙freak
100Posts, last published on May 30, 2008

happy 100th post! :)

This seriously rocks

2008-05-30T11:26:00.002+08:00

woah.

笙：天山的节日

siao.

2008-05-26T01:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...

TAN YAN YAN~~ :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YANYAN...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~~

*WHOOTS*

hahas... my dear shasha~ it's time for u to make nric le worx. :D hope u get ugly pic! XD ahahahas... jkjk la. :D

2008-05-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

gosh, i so so so so sooooo miss my deardearest seniors. :( all of them.

2008-05-25T12:22:00.005+08:00

i realised that i've been putting alot of blogthings on my blog. wahahas. all the lame stuff summore. XD anyways,let's chill out before the nightmare of june holidays starts tomorrow!

You Are From the Sun

Of all your friends, you're the shining star.

You're dramatic - loving attention and the spotlight.

You're a totally entertainer and the life of the party.

Watch out! The Sun can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty.

Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best!

What Planet Are You From?

haha! FACE IT guys~ U REVOLVE AROUND
ME!

There's a 0% Chance You've Been Abducted By Aliens

There's virtually no chance you've been abducted by aliens.

But there's always hope for the future!

What Are the Chances that You've Been Abducted by Aliens?

haha! random.

You Are 94% Pure

You're so pure ... you make a nun look like a whore!

There's a lot of life's dark side left for you to experience... if you want to.

The 100 Question Purity Test

Your Heart is Blue and Purple

Your heart is enticing and enchanting.

You are charismatic, larger than life, and fascinating.

You bring fantasy and romance to relationships.

You're good at making someone ordinary seem extraordinary.

What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

Hey ppl,it's not yellow~ :D

You Belong in Spring

Optimistic, lively, and almost always happy with the world...

You can truly appreciate the blooming nature of spring.

Whether you're planting flowers or dyeing Easter eggs, spring is definitely your season!

What Season Are You?

Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential

You are precise, orderly, and realistic.

You tend to get to the point and get things done.

Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step.

Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines.

What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out.

You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

ahahaha... that sounds boring. XD

You Are 32% Angry

You're occasionally angry, but it's really not an issue.

While you may give in to your temper once and a while, you're pretty mellow.

And as long as your anger doesn't effect your relationships, then it's probably in check.

You know that anger is a bad habit - and you don't engage in it often.

How Angry Are You?

haha,c? i aint angry~ n that leads to...

There's Not a Violent Bone in Your Body

You're cool and collected, even when someone really gets under your skin.

And while you don't blow up when you're angry, you know how to express your anger calmly.

You don't bottle emotions up or let them get out of control. For you, violence would never be an option.

Could You Be Violent?

a very sweet huang hui en. :D

2008-05-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

You Act Like You Are 21 Years Old

You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.

You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.

The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

What Age Do You Act?

oh well... i think im an old soul trapped!

exam results

2008-05-17T09:42:00.002+08:00

boo!
hahaha... yup,all my papers are out~ well,i guess i've done well by not having any failures or C6s! :D yays!
hahas... ok. this is how i fared for SA1(not first semster!) :

English Paper 1 : Situational Writing - 18/30
Free Writing - 23/30
English Paper 2 : Comprehension - 13/20
Vocabulary - 2/5
Summary - 18/25

English - B3 (67.27)

Higher Chinese Paper 1 : Situational Writing - 16.5/20

Free Writing - 47/70

Higher Chinese Paper 2 : 75.5/110

Higher Chinese - B3 (69.5) stupid!

Additional Mathematics : 62/80

A Math - A1 (77.5) damn it!

Elementary Mathematics Paper ! : 57/80

Elementary Mathematics Paper 2 : 78/100

E Math - A1 (75)

Biology - C5 (55)

Physics - B4 (64)

Chemistry - A2 (71)

Social Studies SBQ : 9/25

Social Studies SEQ : 19/25

Social Studies - C5 (56)

wahahaas, if you have noticed, my grades are actually very borderline. XD

e.g. HCL - half more mark and i'll get A2. ROAR!!! hah,then emath,juz reached A1. T.T so very disappointed. bio,juz reached c5. hahas. actually mrs koh counted half a mark less. so i got 54.5. then,she totally ignored my half mark answer while marking. :) so i went to claim back another half mark. wohoo~ jumped one grade just like that. physics - AHHH. i feel so bad. it's like when i saw my paper,i felt so sorry for mr Lim yt lor... eeyer. im gonna get a1 for SA2!! :D wahahas. ok. so now, let's count my L1R5.

L1 - Higher Chinese - B3

R1(humans) - SS - C5

R2(math) - A Math - A1

R3(science) - Chem - A2

R4 - E Math - A2 (1st semester)

R5 - Physics - B4

L1R5 : 17

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

*my intention is not to shoot anyone. it's just my feelings of myself*

this is so lousy lousy lousy lousy lousy lousy!!!

argh!!!!!! stupid stupid stupid. it's so low ok?? walao. i still though that my target of 14 points was low enough. ROAR!!

argh. i can't stand it. im gonna chiong my geog like hell. im gonna improve on my sciences since im expected to get A1 for all of them. im gonna improve on my math!!! must get at least 80%!!

ROAR!!

go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go HUANG HUI'EN~

2008-05-13T21:17:00.001+08:00

fuck.
im gonna miss 3 co practices within the first two weeks.
if there's nsc on tues,im gonna miss 4.
fuck.

2008-05-10T17:04:00.008+08:00

well, :D im doing something which i shouldn't do : blogging.
hehe. im supposed to finish the tons of work i have to do right now. but, who cares?
wahahas. i do.
anw,i've gotten back to the blogthings webbie.
and i don't really like the results. damn it.

You Need Some Yellow in Your Life

Yellow will make you feel happy, perky, and hyper.
And with a little yellow, you will project an aura of energy.
If you want attention, you've got to get a little yellow in your life!
For extra punch: Combine yellow with blue or orange
The downside of yellow: People associate it with sickness and deceit
The consequences of more yellow in your life:
You will have more mental clarity, especially when faced with difficult problems
You will be protected from depression and moodiness
You will be a lot less likely to burn out or feel stressed

im already yellow enough! :(

Your Aura is Yellow

You're a deeply happy and content person, and you enjoy sharing your cheer with others.

While you may seem like a simple optimist, there is a lot of thinking going on inside you.

The purpose of your life: bringing joy and a better life to others

Famous yellows include: Conan O'Brien, Jenny Mccarthy, Jim Carrey

Careers for you to try: Athlete, Actor, Yoga Instructor

SHIT

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest:
You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you.

At Your Lowest:
You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life.

In Love:
You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude.

How You're Attractive:
You passion for life makes others passionate about you.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Having Fun?"

You Are a Yellow Crayon

Your world is colored with happy, warm, fun colors.

You have a thoughtful and wise way about you. Some people might even consider you a genius.

Charming and eloquent, you are able to get people to do things your way.

While you seem spontaneous and free wheeling, you are calculating to the extreme.

Your color wheel opposite is purple. You both are charismatic leaders, but purple people act like you have no depth.

Your Inner Color is Blue

Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.

You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.

Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.

luckily for the spectrum of colours.

Your Mind is Green

Of all the mind types, yours has the most balance.

You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver.

You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).

so hey ppl,im not just a boring and monotonous yellow~ :D

k,i gotta go do my stuff. hahas.

I NEED A BLOGSKIN CHANGE.

like i said,i need to colour up my life literally.

maybe i'll consider yellow. XD hahas.

2008-05-09T22:17:00.005+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
(wahaha,actually not. i still have chinese oral on mon. :( )

haha,the exams are over but that seriously does not call for a celebration. haha,firstly,i flunked my exams. esp e math n bio! :( secondly, life after the exams isn't any better [except for the co part!! :D]. argh. hahas. so let's recap on my papers for the MOY 2008. :)

1) English Paper 1
wahahas,actually, not much of comments. i chose the crime question for the free writing part. -.-i crapped until i feel like giving myself a slap cos i dun uds what im writing. mama. hahax. well, el paper 1=no comments. :D

2) Higher Chinese Paper 1
haha. i think i can fail. i wrote gong1 han2 n somehow my brain's not functioning well. i dun't think i can even get full marks for my "task" part. ROAR. then,for the compo,i chose the bao4 zhang1 xin1 wen2. hehe,i chose it cos it's somehow related to ss. :) so i translated the ageing population part into chinese. heh,but the points are like so limited la.. sian. din't even write 2.5 pg. T.T die le.

3) Social Studies
well,i've given up on ss le. haha,hope my super duper high ca marks for ss will pull up my overall marks for the first semester. hahas,firstly,for the essay qn,i dint explain the factors. neither did i link them back to the question. T.T i merely gave a very vivid description in hope of hitting 25marks. damn. my second essay is so shitty - the whole of it.

4) English Paper 2
heh,*no comments* i cant find my points for summary. sian. n im prepared for a nice egg for my vocab. i dint answer the compre qns to the point. argh. all these realised when "time's up" is said. sian.

5) Higher Chinese Paper 2
:D i failed. haha,actually,i understand the passages. just that im not in a very chinese mood u noe. XD too great influence from the el paper liao. hahas. AND,i din't finish my free-response qn. when i was about to do that,i looked at my watch and it suddenly dawned on me that i dint have enough time. haha. so i dint care that qn n jumped straight to summary. wahahas. luckily i finished my summary. then,when ms ma said pens down,i managed to crap out a damn feeble response. hahas. ohya,the gong4 sheng1 guan1 xi1 thing is haunting me. i saw a documentary yst and it was about animals depending on each other to survive. BAH. so depressing.

6) E Math Paper 1
hehe,i confirm 5 marks fly away cos i forgot formula. T.T sian. overall,hope i wun get the lowest in class for e math agn. :X

7) Physics
argh! two papers in one day=hard time. mama,physics leh. ahhhh! many questions were taken from previous tests & TYS la. argh argh argh. n i dint memorise them. sian. hahas,the first science paper jiu liddat le. what about the rest? T.T

7.5) happy birthday to zaiyuan! :D

8) E Math Paper 2
hahaha.i feel like bashing my rotting brain man. i left 11 marks blank cos i dunno how to do. BLANK. plus other questions that i dunno how to do,i estimated that about 40 marks will be gone. :D hahas. its super saddED. haii. haha,justin n i had an agreement to retain our positions as the last 2 in class for e math. hahas. x.X

9) A Math
YAYS~~~~ my only paper that im confident in. pls give me at least a 70. pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls? :) hahas,actually a 70 for my class is considered one of the lousiest le. :( haha,at least i checked n spotted n corrected 3 errors in my paper. :D that prevented me from having even lower marks. Hahas,yea. i dun wanna go for am remed! argh. a 70/80 is already considered fail according to mr ngoh's standard. *gasps* haha,darren ang said he's getting a full mark. hahas. i can't cos i forgot that partial fractions cannot haf fractions as the numerator. argh.

10) Chemistry
oolala. this is yet another no comments paper. ah haha. i finished 20min earlier than the stipulated time. when i looked around me,everybody's still chionging la. hehe,made me wonder if i had left any page blank. guess im quite well-prepared for this exam cos my beloved father sat down with me yst to go through my chem. Hahax,and cos i got the lowest in class for my chem,naturally i dint have much confidence about this paper. hehe. n summore my basic chem ain't good. so,yea. liddat lor. hahas. oh ya, i drew the diagram for section C wrongly. :(

11) Biology
:) i failed. firstly, i can't absorb any bio stuff while chionging. wait. i didn't chiong. at 5pm,i only finished nutrition in plants. :D wahahas. then i seriously chionged to read through the textbook. attention: read. no memorising involved. argh. then,i can't take it anymore n sms-ed huixin. :D hahas. made me feel better. [huixin! do NOT overrate yourself. :D] wahahas. gave up on the last chapter with huixin. hehe. somehow,i was numb to this bio exam. i was like "bio? orh,bio lor. fail ah? orh,fail lor. cannot finish syllabus? then don't finish la!" BOO! that led to a disastrous today. :D i skipped about 20 qns before i could even think a little straighter. sian. i flunked my whole section B cos i dint noe a heck of what they were saying. n i dint hit the number of points needed for the number of marks awarded. :) that happened for every question. :D so i seriously can fail le. :D

12) National Science Challenge Audition Paper
argh. it's right after bio. T.T everybody's celebrating after bio n i, tgt with 14 BOYS, have to do a paper with 50 mcq in it. hehe. after i finished the whole paper,i read the instructions. it said circle your answer. -.- i wrote the letter. so i had to redo lor. hehs. it's like a guessing game. :) how would i know whether cream and milk separates because of centrifugal or centripetal(or whatever) force/pressure? n im a computer idiot. x_X and they asked how many bits there are in a byte. another qn asked what error 403 is. erm... :D i have never taken notice of that. to me,error = refresh page. hahas... AND,we had 1h15min to do that paper. AND CHEN ZILIANG USED 1H15MIN. =.= we can hand in the paper once we finish it. and that stupid ziliang finished even faster than me and he SLEPT just to use up the 1h15min. =.= the rest of us outside were like ziliang! stop sleeping inside there! ROAR. hahas... FINALLY,he decided to heed the calls of 14 desperate nsc(national science challenge) hopefuls. haha,he handed in the paper and we finally had the briefing. mr seow gave us a schedule that showed us what we have to learn for each day if we are chosen to be in the team. hahas. SCARY! from monday to friday,INTENSIVE training of sec4 sciences la. we'll have to finish like the whole sec4 syllabus within 4 pathetically miserable days. on average,one hour is used to learn 3 full chapters. omg. normally its about 3 hours to finish one chapter or smth liddat. ARGH. then,lyndon said that he's here to prove mr lim yt that he's capable enough to get into nsc. hahas. funny. then i was like omg. why am i here? cos mr seow told me to come. =.= I KNOW. bash me up for all you want. then,i started worrying. what if i got in?? if bridgette dint get in, i'll be the ONLY GIRL AGAIN. roar. if i got in,i'll have to study like mad when we're supposed to have a well-deserved break. if i got in,haha,i can guarantee you that i can't catch up lor. let's take monday for an example. 15 chapters to fully uds n memorize within a few hours. :) how great. hahas. *hope i dun get the call*

7.00pm today
(woken up from afternoon nap) ok,mr seow said that he'll call the successful nsc team members tonight. *hope i dun get the call* so, i got up and peeped at my phone. OMG. 3 missed calls. *heart dropped* OMG. 2 missed calls fr school. *heart sank even further* OMG. an sms from unknown number. i opened it and the worst of my fears came to life. T.T mama. haii,i shan't elaborate further. :D then,i called mr seow n he "counselled" me. hahas. felt better after that. :D BUT STILL, *STRESS*STRESS*STRESS*

ROAR

hahas,then called ms lim to ask when co resumes. :D heh,she told me to ask jess to take full orchestra on friday cos i got training. so i called my dear jessica. :) THEN,i realised that mr seow also called her to go for nsc~~ wohoo~ yays! so now thr should be ziliang, zhang yang, jess n me. one more. who?? hahas,then jess n i discussed about what to do on friday. :) first time discussing co stuff in such a context~ hahas... :D happy happy.

ATTENTION:
Chinese Orchestra resumes on this coming Friday, 16 May 2008.
(more details on co room door.) :D first co practice,dun be late!

***
i seriously need to revamp my blog. :) my links are so damn outdated. my skin looks boring. hahas. i need to colour up my boring life~ :D can i have some kind-hearted volunteers to help a computer idiot out? :D
***
In response to the tagboard sensation:
well,as the owner of this tagboard,i believe that i need to clarify the matter. as you can see,this issue has already died down, which is a good thing. :) and,according to jialing(the real jialing) and camille, siuhui and yanyan, somebody used jialing's name to post a tag that a person of cowardly nature would post. to that person,

If you are a non co member: i've got nothing much to say to you. but hey dude, don't you dare mess with co people.

If you are a co member (which i most definitely do not hope so): i don't know why you are trying to sow discord between jialing and i. but if you feel that this is fun, then im so sorry to tell you that nobody else thinks so. if you are unhappy with anything that i've done as a chairperson up till now, please come and tell me personally. thanks.

to all co members: yes, i am still new as a chairperson, and i undoubtedly have many areas to improve on as a leader. so, if you have any suggestions about how i can improve to make co a better place,please do so. thanks alot. you see,with feedback, you will know specifically which aspects to brush up on, and you will be more alert of your future actions. then,we can grow as a whole. so,please do not stoop down to do stuff like what the fake jialing had done. it only spoils your image.
Hahas,and, i wanna say thanks to the real jialing, camille, siuhui n yanyan. :D u bring out the co spirit man~ yup,and of course not forgetting those that had defended me - huixin, andrew, paulina and zaiyuan. :D love you guys! hahas. :)
And,jialing,i believe that you wouldn't do such a thing. :D

***
it's a little late, but to xiaowei, yan, ruixiang and junli, thanks for ur jiayous~~ :D

***
last but NEVER THE LEAST,

this is dedicated to my beloved sinting~~ :D hahas. ahh~ sinting! long time no c n hear le. hehe,thanks for ur golden jade good words (jin1 yu4 liang2 yan2)! :D i will do my best n not disappoint u de~ hahas. yup, n jiayous for bb concert in august ah! i will definitely go n c de~~ hahas. yup,and i promise to give you the thing that im supposed to give last year. =.= hahas. PROMISE! really. :D

hehe,that's about it barhs. loong post to last u through another month of blogging drought from me. :) how do plants survive drought? they have sunken stomata,hairy surfaces... blah blah blah. HUIERN!! *EXAMS ARE OVER!!*

2008-04-10T22:57:00.005+08:00

oolala~
hahax,i dint know that my last post will cause such a sensation la!
ahaha,so there are people reading my blog anyway. :D
haha..
well,im back to blog agn cos i juz finished doing my eng ppt stuff.
(not precipitate,but powerpoint. XD that's LAME!)
:D so my current status : slacking.
haha,well,its gonna be one of the rare times where i can slack..
exams are coming n im still so "school juz started for the year" moodish.

ROAR

hahax.dunno how im gonna pull it through man.
heh. :P
jiayous ppl~ guess revision must start ~~soon~~ NOW . hahas...
but i guess i can really concentrate on that after co stand down ba.
hehe,still trying my very very very best to be a good chairperson. :D
hope u guys will help me along the way too~
hahax,n i guess i really need to talk to jess n yan about what we r gonna do for co.
:D aims, goals, visions, missions...
and how work is to be distributed and organised.
hehe,loads of stuff to do!
but that's gonna take a back seat for now.
i must mug like a mug n mug some more!!
XD *lame look*
hahas, well,that's all for now~
(im contemplating a blogskin change. any suggestions?)

:D hahas.
go go people~

go go co!!

2008-04-06T21:55:00.002+08:00

hey peeps~ im blogging.
*gasps*
im blogging! XD hahax..
shocking right? i have neglected my blog for dunno how many centuries liao.
:D weijie asked me for 2 consecutive days why i nv update blog~ wahahas!
*happy*happy*
so because of weijie, i shall update this very post~ hahas.
weijie,do you feel honoured? :)

well,ever since december last yr,dunno how many things have happened. and that includes quite alot of major events! *gasps yet again* haha. ok, let's list them out.
1. Malaysia-Singapore Adventure Camp 2oo7 (december)
2. CO camp~ (december)
3. Christmas (december)
4, Trip to Taiwan (december)
5. New Year
6. 3e6 '08
7. CCA orientation
8. First day of sec Ones
9. Concert preview~
10. MOE Music Camp Audition
11. AJ Music Exchange
12. Swiss Orchestra Nite 2008 :D
13. 0504
hahas. i think that's about it... maybe i left out something? haha,but if i left it out, then it means that it's not important enoughg to be on this list. Hahas. :D well,all of these events are oh-so-dear to me la... awww.. :) especially our concert and 0504... hahas. those are really my treasured memories... :D
well,as u can see, the above list only has 3 out of 13 that are not co related. hahas. cool! :D my whole life is revolving around co. co co co~~ wohoo!! *high-ing in process*
i tell you, CO ROCKS BIG TIME!!!
joining co is really the decision that you'll never ever regret. :D im one very alive example. hahas. i have never and will never regret it cos co is just such a big big family that makes you feel so good. :D hahas. of course,WOODWINDS plays a very crucial role~ :D hahax! well,0504 just passed and everything is yet to be settled in co. the standard of us without our beloved seniors is one of the major things.
this tuesday will be the first full orchestra without them around, so JIAYOUS ppl!! we can do it~! :D it will take some time,but everything will be fine de. :D go go jiayou!!
hahas. i believe our seniors will be rooting for us de! so cannot let them down ar. hhas.
:) well,for me,its really gg to get very tough.. official co work aside, i've got two new juniors to guide(which translates into double attention needed to teach them well) and i need to solo during full orchestra until zhiming and krystal join the rest of us. ahhh! stress.stress. hahas. if anyone sees me getting very stressed,pls tell me! thanks~ hahas.
anyway,i've gotta go! haha,i've gotta CHIONG my homework. BAH. i don't understand quite alot of my math and sciences. damn. haha.. and sa1's just round the corner and im failing my chem & bio. *gasps for the third time*
hahas,well,that's all for now! weijie! i can only entertain you this much le. :D
hahas,and i will be posting a loooooooooooong post on 0504. :D (my camera cable's not really working so the pics will have to wait!)'
annyeong!

jiayous!!

2008-01-09T17:51:00.000+08:00

i feel weird.
everything seems so unfamiliar.
i feel sad.
i feel scared.
tears are falling down.
zhang da le..
yi dian ye bu hao shou.

2008!!

2008-01-01T00:02:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR~

last post of the year. :D

2007-12-31T23:55:00.000+08:00

WHEE HOO~
its gonna be 2008 in a few minutes~
*excited*excited*
hehe,n im not gonna sound lyk a desperado sending so mani of da same sms juz bcos my hp's gg crazy. XD
wahahas. :D
yea. :D
LET'S COUNTDOWN, PEOPLE~

2007-12-24T01:27:00.001+08:00

yea,heard dat zaiyuan is sick. T.T
GET WELL SOON.

2007-12-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

roar!!
sinting ar, u'r making me cry!!
T.T
haii!!! i hope to gif it to u soon barhs. mayb i'll rush to bbcc on 30dec??
cos when i juz fly back u all perform finish le/juz start to perform. hhas.
jiu... guess huixin will gif u first ba.
hehe, :P
sorry sorry sorry!!!

2007-12-24T00:29:00.000+08:00

DARREN OH~
HOME SWEET HOME~
wahahas,darren oh en jiang the shuai is back from japan~~
yays! hhas. n dis post is specially dedicated to him de! ::D
yea,n its GREEN.
WAHAHAS. :D
happy barhs?
hehe,n dat darren oh,the bu shuai,
called me to lengthen this post. yea.
wahahas.
n he said juz
5 times ONLY
-.- hhas...
i dun wan leh. hhas. 5 more lines barhs. :D

malaysia trip '07

2007-12-23T16:32:00.000+08:00

wahahas,malaysia trip was sure fun~ but i wun update first cos i wanna do hw. hhas.
anw,i found mani ppl de friendster! but haven't add yet. wahahas
:D watch out for my malaysia trip post + christmas post~
hhas... ohya,im gonna kope pics fr ppl's blogs. hehe.
if u dun allow me to do so jiu tag me barhs. :D thanks~
annyeong~

2007-12-23T14:29:00.000+08:00

yea,im gonna start on my hw SERIOUSLY cos i dun haf time le. hhas. da only thing dat im worried about is my jian3 bao4.
ROAR.
cos, i dun subscribe to lianhe zaobao.
n i dun rmb in time on wed to buy lianhe zaobao(cos of bao4mi3hua1)
when i rmb,dere's only lianhe wanbao left. -.=
n, i oso dun rmb to buy friday weekly. ROAR.
i got friday weekly at hm but, its jian3 bao4 u noe?
i nd to jian3 my bao4 leh.
hehe,i dun wan. XD
so,wish me good luck barhs. :):)
*** *** ***
i went to peiyi's blog yesterday. :D
go see the latest post - on woodwinds classics de. :D
hahax,really damn funny.
read da comments too~
well,u haf to be an insider to really experience what the joke's all about.
wahahas. :D
yays~ WOODWINDS RAWKS BIG TIME!!!
wahaha. :D
that's really true! :D :D
woodwinds...
woodwinds really brings back all the memories...
:D
really veri fortunate to be in woodwinds with such wonderful seniors n juniors(esp sinyee!)
:D well,woodwinds juz rawks la. XD
hhas.
*** *** ***
hmmm.next yr,
sec 3 le wors.
grow big big le.
hmmm, well,next yr sec3 le.
it sure is gonna b a great turning point in my life.
firstly,next yr change class le,gonna make new friends n gonna become better friends with my current friends~ hahas. let's juz hope that it would turn out this way.
secondly,next yr schoolwork is gonna be so tiring cos we're alr preparing for o levels.
*gasps*
thirdly,next yr, peiyi,weijie,qiaohui,felicia,eileen,germaine,kaining will be gone. T.T
*crys*
haii,lyk wat huixin said, we're all alone. HAII!!
well,dere's gonna b so much fun missed out with them u noe?
ever since sihui,peiting,shunqi stepped down,
i heard fr pui n wj dat woodwinds shao3 le some fun.
then,sinting,yuping,dewei stepped down.
OMG. dat was sure hell.
the first sectionals after dat,woodwinds was like *silence*...
luckily peiyi,feli n eileen dey all livened it up,
so it wasn't really that bad. :D
kudos to them~
if not for them,maybe woodwinds would have fallen apart already. *sobs*
well,the cruel truth is: woodwinds alr not so united lor. haii.
as u can c,sec1,they r so anti. haii.
well,except for chikomm sinyee la. wahahs.
lalala?
now peiyi dey all gonna step down le.
ROAR.
hmms,left us?
wahahas. let's do an analysis.
(dun really haf da rights to. but anyways,hu cares? XD)
sec3 next yr:huixin,me,fengcan,jordan,sylvester,hilary,ziyong,jieren.
me n huixin: wahahas.we'll get VERY HIGH. :D hopefully it entertains woodwinds a lil. hhas.
fengcan: hey ppl,he's boringer dan me~ im comforted. xD hhas. hey guys,he discusses jiangjunling n qingdian when we're having meals. hhas. well,its good cos its good (=.=) but its bad cos im sitting next to him for almost ALL the meals. wahahas.
jordan:wahaha ppl,he's sure one entertaining chap. xD let's juz hope fc entertains with jordan too. hhas.
sylvester:hhas,the pro one. well,he's sure pro,so his jnrs r quite pro too! :D summore he practices with ziyong so let's hope ziyong wun abandon us. :D
hilary: wahaha,hilary is CRAZY over magazines. n she becomes friends with jnrs too! :D but the con is,her jnrs dun listen to her. =.= hilary! xiong1 yi4 dian3!
ziyong:hehe,the pro-er of qudi. :) hmm,not veri into co but at least he really practices n uses ruixiang as his role model. :D somemore got sylvester ma~
jieren:hhas,jieren! the jnr among the snrs cos he juz joined co this yr. :) hhas. quite an entertaining guy too,juz dat he falls asleep behind bars(zys' golden bars) whenever mrlee's teaching. ROAR. dats damn bad.

hhas. our level is considered quite united. :D cos we're alr friends with one another ma. hhas.
:D budden i dunno about our next batch lor. hhas. well,zhiqing n sylvia. :) same class,but not into co. so can be considered bad influence? maybe we can make one of them interested so both of them will become interested~ hmmm,easier said than done. tianshou,same class as zhiqing n sylvia. but dun think they r close? n he's so blur!! hhas. dunno whether dats good or bad. sinyee n libin. wahahas. chikomm leh~ same class,quite into co. :D hhas. dats GREAT~ well,fr wat i have observed during open house day:
none of da sec2/3 except huixin,qiaohui n i came. jiu teach them a lil lor. then,can c dat da gurls quite ok la. :) juz not close enough. hhas. jiayous~ woodwinds MUST be united!!! cannot hui3 in our hands de!!!

hhas,back to da topic. next yr,sec 3 le. next yr officially does duties of a JOL. *gasps* hhas. hope dat i'll become a good JOL barhs. hhas. but its stil scary esp when u haf to conduct. hhas. muz really lian4 my paizi!! roar. its not dat wen3 yet lor. x_X hhas. yea~ n my new year resolution as a JOL is to know as mani current sec1 as possible n try to make them into co. :D n next yr,im gonna do my best to make our next batch into co too! hhas. jiu wish us good luck barhs. hhas.

yeayea,last but not least,next year,officially cannot c sinting yuping n school le. ROAR. when they stepped dwn its still not dat bad cos they r still in swiss. :D still can c each other. hhas.
but next yr,they go to jc le! T.T hhas. but still muz,wish dem good luck la. :D jc life isn't fun wors. hhas. but i think,since dey n mani other friends oso go to same school,it wun b dat stressful?
hhas. next yr hope dey will come back some day? budden its oso quite... quite not the same anymore. cos peiyi dey all step down le,left my batch dat dey know. n summore sinting yuping closer to peiyi's batch ma. so when they come back,most likely will feel left out - all the unfamiliar faces,all the unfamiliar songs... so i would rather they not come back. hhas. but when they come back,they still haf teachers-in-charge arhs. hhas.

[[dis part is specially dedicated to all sec3 friends (excl. woodwinds de)~ hmmm,muz start with zaiyuan! hhas. this yr de chairman. yea,dis yr den start to become friends with u de. hhas. hmm,maybe cos we live in same neighbourhood so we veri close? XD hhas. jiu in a veri short tym,we become very very very close friends le. hhas. n in dis short amt of tym,we oso quarelled quite a number of times. hhas. anw,dats not da main point. jiu,before i came to know u,i only know that u n peiyi n very good friends too. hhas. go taiwan jiu will buy many many things for peiyi. (make us so ENVIOUS) wahahas. after befriending u, jiu noe y u r such a good friend of peiyi. hhas. :D really. u'r really an awesome friend~ :D
hehe,nxt,john. hhas. quite surprised dat i wrote for u right? hhas. yea,john. always make fun of my hair de. ROAR. hhas. but u r a good friends la. hhas. will joke around with us,chat with us.. hhas. yea,still rmb last yr when i take same train as u,we always haf nothing to sae. n its juz awkward silence. hhas. i really hated kranji for being so far fr yewtee. xD hhas. den,bit by bit jiu become more like friends lor. hhas. den sometimes talk until i hated dat kranji is so near fr yewtee. XD hhas... :D jiu liddat,we become friends le lor. hhas. :)
tricia,cassandra,debbie. :D hhas,well,we r not dat close,budden somehow linked here n dre until like become fren le. hhas. well,u all r veri friendly lor. hehe,last tym i din really like to talk to "strangers". den u l juz chatted to me lor. hhas. :D thanks~ den nw its lyk really no problem talking to u all le~ :D
qinxin,ernest~ hhas. :D well,we r nt veri close huh? hhas. budden at least considered friends la. :) hehe. qinxin! always noe dat u r a veri friendly person wors. hhas. veri close to yan n huixin summore. hhas. :) jiayous jiayous~ although we not veri close budden i wun forget u de! wahhas. ernest.. we lyk a mth ago den talk. x_X wahahas. well well, kinda regretted not becoming friends with u earlier. hhas. :D actually u oso veri funny de. hhas. :D wahahas. jiu hope dat we'll become closer barh! hehe.
andrew wahahas. hmmm,considered my kor? hmm,nvm. hhas. well,last yr jiu become friends with u le la. hhas. well,u were always the act pro in english de la. XD hahaz. luckily now got msteo to correct u~ hhas.. aiya. jkjk la. :D hhas. :) well,muz say dat u r quite a good friend to me wors. hhas. :) woohoo~ n u r cute. :) john's cuter. :):) im CUTEST~ :D]]

wahahas,dats all for now barhs. :D hhas. i really gotta do my hw le. ROAR. hhas. can any kind soul donate an issue or two of lianhe zaobao's bao mi hua n friday weekly? pretty pretty please? hhas. :D
annyeong~

p.s. feli!! wahahas. im not depressed le la. i learnt fr it too n i will NEVER EVER make this stu[id mistake ever again! wahahas.

p.s.p.s. its gonna be christmas soon~ hhas. God bless all of you. hhas. n i feel guilty not gg to christmas bash all because of HOMEWORK. roar. hhas.

p.s.p.s.p.s. im gg off to taiwan fr 26dec-30dec. hehe. SHOPPING! yea. n im SADDED cos i cun go to bbcc concert. omg,sinting's performing la. ror. zaiyuan's performing too. boo! T.T

piss off

2007-12-23T13:48:00.000+08:00

warning: im veri pissed off in this post so u can choose not to read it. :D

walao.
i juz checked my dad's hp this morning.
n guess wat i realised?
ALL my sms fr SENIORS are gone.
shit la.
it's really all u noe.
what the fucking hell la.
it's like... all the memories are deleeted just like that.
what is this??
got sms fr my birthday 2 yrs ago,whr my pri school friends wished me hapopy birthday.
got sms fr my birthday last yr,got JOANNE+yan de sms(cherished dem cos at dat tym,we weren't close).
got sms fr SYF,whr snrs comforted me when i couldn't get into syf.
walao,this is so heartbreaking ok...
i still rmb sinting sent me a 2-part message to tell me not to b sad.
i still rmb qiaohui conforting me n telling me not to cry le.
T.T
now all these treasured tangible memories are gone.
all that's left are those in my memory.
haii!!
Sinting: Hey gurl,dun sad le. u r really a very good sheng player. really. but syf got limi,so have to sacrifice u.. sorry.. if got no limit, u surely can go for syf de! but peiyi n weijie only have this one and only chance to go n perform. while u still have the next syf n u surely can go de. muz believe me dat u r a good sheng player. dun cry le la. cheer up and move on. smile! =)
Qiaohui: Hey meimei! dun sad le, hao ma? u very pro de,sure can make it to syf de. but syf too many people le.. meimei,dun cry alr la. ok? =)
omg,im crying.
not because dat i cun get into syf.
but because my deardear snrs sent me such touching sms la. T.T
n now they are all gone. n now i can only remember the idea of the sms,
incomplete with the words.
haii!!
*** *** ***
what the fucking hell.
my father actually CLEANED OUT my wardrobe.
hello???
this is MY wardrobe.
and the most infuriatiing thing is that he ASSUMES too much.
way way way too much.
damn.
he has this kind of air around him that smells of "I know it all"
damn.
he says that he knows what clothes and stuff to clear out from the wardrobe and put inside some eeky box under a bed dat will turn the contents dusty n mouldy in no time.
he says he knows what clothes i don't wear so thoise would be inside the box too.
he says he knows that the box is AIR-TIGHT.
hello??
have some common sense please.
the thing that i don't like about people touching my stuff is cos:
1) i dunno whr my things r.
2) my things get damn dusty n dirty.
3) once u put it away fr my sight,i will never use it again.
4) i like to keep in check the clothes n stuff i have.

so,scram off.
he's still speaking with that sickening "i know" phrase.
he's still assuming too much.
he's still thinking that im the innocent little girl that doesn't have a mind of her own.
he's still thinking that he's forever right.
he's still happy when we go according to his wishes.
he's still getting pissed when we don't.
he's still getting high blood pressure when we want to choose our own things in life.
piss off man.
im already 14 this year,turning sec3 in the next.
im already in upper secondary n he still treats me like upper kindergarten.
yea,right.

roar. im not gonna waste anymore time on this,stupid.

2007-12-10T01:54:00.001+08:00

hehe,sry about dat post man. budden im really #@$%#&$&@$ about dose stuff. hhas. budden im back to my usual sweet,cute,refined and absoulutely adorable self. :D
WAHAHAHAS~
yupyup. i wanna blog about my long long long camp away from home~ hhas. budden no time le. as u can c, its super early in the morning. n i gotta get MORE sleep.
hehe. juz in case u dunno, i slept for 3 hours straight for 5 nights and i still endured through long and taxing days. wahaha. pro ba? :D i noe dat.
so when i came back on sat,i slept for 18 hours~ wahaha. i was expecting at least 20hours. but,oh well, its already good enough. XD
ahaha.
yup,n im still having malaysia trip this sunday~
who0ts~ im damn high la. wahha
hehs. so for now,im getting my beauty sleep. :D
ohya,im hungry! n i jus brsting with food just now? XD
annyeong!

p.s. goong s ended. n im lyk. wat?? i was seriously anticipating for some interesting parts in the show. aiyo,obviously im disappointed. hehe. watcing goong s is simply such a waste of time. goong is a GAZILLION times better ok. XD esp when shin n chaegyong r inside. XD hhas.

p.s.p.s. oh my gosh, I LOVE WOODWINDS~

2007-12-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE~
im finally back at home. wahaha.
i know dat all of u miss me la. :):)
XD anw,
im damn SADDED cos

1. i cun go to WOODWINDS OUTING!!!
lyk: wat the hell.. T.T its WOODWINDS outing ok.
eeyer,sinting,yuping,dewei went! summore ALL the guys in ww went too~ omg.
im starting to cry. n ww went to ESCAPE~ n dey had a hell lot of fun. T.T
(sry guys,im vulgar. BUT hu cares when im missing out on SO MUCH FUN??)
*ROAR*
hey ppl,woodwinds rawks whole time ok. ROAR. i feel so guilty for not gg to da outing. T.T ARGH~ i BADLY want to attend a woodwinds outing!!
ohya. reading woodwind-ers' blog posts on da outing doesnt make it any better. T.T

2. i went to singapore-malaysia adventure camp 2007
yea. its 5 days4nights. well,its freakingly long. T.T hey people,cos of this stupid camp,
i cant go to woodwinds outing,im gonna miss out on all the fun n games during co camp! what the hell. da onli good part of this camp is making new friends n qualifying to become a tour guide ( like you take people around serangoon n tell dem dat this place was named after a bird called rangoon. lyk, hey ppl, co doesn't nd to know dat. =.= ) ohya. ive got contact rashes n i look as if i have leprosy. ROAR.

3. i dint enjoy co camp.
walao. its CO CAMP ok. hey ppl,co camp is MY LIFE. co is MY LIFE. woodwinds is MY LIFE. so what's the focus of my life if i miss 60% of co camp,miss 90% of fun in co and miss 90% of bonding with seniors n juniors in co?? omg. i feel damn sad ok. S-A-D. i dint get to play all the super fun games with woodwinds. haii. to make things WORSE,during POP dinner, i was serving food all the time dat i din get to eat with woodwinds,din get to talk to seniors before they officially pass out. AND,just to pick up litter after the dinner, I MISSED OUT ON THE WHOLE POP CEREMONY. what the fucking hell. hey people,that's the part of co camp dat is really important. walao. freak la. i actually MISSED THE WHOLE THING. shitty shit. wahpiang. sorry to sinting(esp!),yuping n dewei. i missed out on the ceremony. i missed out crying with all of you. i missed out on everything. T.T WALAO. i cant stand it le. haii.

T.T these 3 things make me really damn sad+guilty+disappointed ok. freak la.

2007-11-27T01:17:00.000+08:00

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hey ppl,sry for coming back AGN. XD went to ciXian's blog jux now n discovered some GRADUATION TEA PICS~~ wohoo~ go c SINTING'S!! omgomgomgomgomgomg. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. chio! everybody looked damn C-H-I-O. XD