they are leaving us on 07/04/2007..
its one week earlier..
yan told me during science.. i immediately saddED...
T.T
why so fast?
one week= 7days= 168h= 10080min= 604800s..
the clock is ticking away..
there's no more time left!!
must they leave us now?
i am crying.but im sick n tired of crying..
i cun even cry when i want to..
guess im sinking down further into depression..
i see no more hope.
i don't see the silver lining anymore.
all i can feel is darkness and gloom..
i hate myself.

but we can never run away these kind of things.
how i wish i had never stepped into this school..
how i wish i didn't get aqquainted with all e5 ppl..
past and present.
now and future..
how i wish i didn't get into CO..
maybe i will feel better..

i suppose i got lost somehow on the way.
now im here,trapped.
how can i find my way out?
im desperate.
can anybody help me?!
T.T