this is one un-huiern post.

please do not attempt reading it.

thank you.

hey, i've just read some blogs, and the last one really saddened me ):
nope, it's not those blog posts that shoot people down or something like that. yet, it has affected me in someway. (: cheer up girl! i know it's over, but still, hope im not too late in sending in my regards? (:

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and you two. i really do not believe that you'll do something like this. no, i don't believe, and i have chosen not to be further updated on this until i hear about it. i trust in the both of u. yes, both of you are co ppl.

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it's barely 6months away to SYF. you may think that it's still light years away. but hey. it's not.
should we put in our 100%? what have you guys written during the AGM? you're not demonstrating it. it's disappointing to know that those words were just words. i would really appreciate it if all of us can set our mindsets right, and transform those words into actions. it's the last 6months for us seniors. it's the last 6months before we say goodbye to the place we've become so used to. it's the last 6months. yet, how have we fared?
it's the last 6months before you guys become the seniors of co. i know that at least i have not been a good senior. but we can all try to stop thinking that our seniors are the limit that we can go? can we aim much higher than our seniors? maybe this is the reason why we've been stuck at this phase for chunk of the year. yes, it's good to dream. but before we dream, we must be clear of where we stand. only then can we ask ourselves about our dreams. i can see that many of us are not bothered. i'm so sorry to say this, but, do you think we are confident enough to at least imagine what co will be like after we go off? it's already bad enough now. please don't make it worse. please. it's the last 6months. put in your heart and soul, before it's all too late. do not even think about sacrificing co at this stage. you are only sec2 turning sec3. if you are unwilling to put in your effort now, when will that breakthrough come? tell me, when? and,
it's the last six months that i have with all of you. the next time i come back, it's all going to be different. yes, we all know that. so please, for the last six months. let us feel that we are all part of a great big team. as one whole, working towards our unfinished dream. after all, it's our last six months.

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im sorry, but i had to say the above stuff. well, if you were thinking i'm weak. i am now saying it right in your face.

i am not.

neither will my team be.

RED.

RED for anguish.

temporary anguish.