haiyo. im feeling scared. and kinda lost. yea.. it's the feeling of being in a totally new environment.
ROAr.

well, ac has been not bad so far. (: like it's really crazy. very extremely high. haha, and luckily my og's opening up and getting warmer(: we've got really enthu ogls too. yay. having og dinner later! hope it's nice. :D
i've been talking to my swiss buddies abt jc ba. like ask how each other is doing in their jc. :D good to know that they're having fun. haha, and huixin knows somebody that i know in aj. and it's SO EMBARRASSING............... T.T aiyo. haha, somehow i feel like gg to aj, cos there's a sense of familiarity ( in case you were wondering, it's not because of that person! ) like at least i know my sis had been thr before ma, thn huixin and peiyi are there too. maybe the culture thr is more suited to what i had been going through in swiss? it's also closer to home. haha! it's situated in the "homely premises" in singapore. hehs, i know this sounds ridiculous, but, yea. that's how i feel it. :D maybe cos yihu kang's on the RED line. i love the red line. wahahahaha. 

now, back to ac. rooooooooooooooooooooooooooooar!!! im feeling awkward. i think i'll feel this way anywhere too, but i feel especially so in ac cos everybody speaks english. like totally? i think i've been used to expressing myself in chinese and downright singlish in the past 4 years that i've lost my touch in conversing in english. now, speaking in eng totally is as if it's a superficial act. something that you would do to impress people. really. so i'm like SUPER relieved when i heard (some of) the guys in my og speak in the manner i've been speaking in. :DD so i suppose that i'm someone who values similar accents ba. hehes. although i like speaking in proper eng( i really do!), and i do it with an accent, it seems soo foreign to me know. seriously. roooar! im so weird. haha, i really hope that i can bond with my og really soon? (: at least i know that some of us listen to korean pop! :D wahaha, cos jianjie was watching to girl's generation on his ipod and liyu joined in. us girls, seated behind them, saw GG and were like "what?!?!?!?! you watch SNSD?!?!?!?! YUUUUUUUCK!!!" haha, thn spanked jianjie with the orientation booklet. xD miraculously, the 10 of us (remaining) opened up and chatted. :D hehs. but anw at least i really made efforts to talk to more ppl in my og and rmb their names! achievement man. haha, i think i'm slower in being friendly to strangers ba.. eh, BUT! we're an oggg~~ must must must bond!! :D thn will have friends le, even though i alr have friends thr. you know what i mean? like, new friends! new beginnings!

yep, other than the fun, is the stress. ROARRRRRRRRRRRR. wanna die alrr. x_x
WHAT SUBJECT COMBINATION DO I TAKE????????
maths.... maths... maths................................................ DDDDD:
damn it. why is my aptitude for math so freakkinnn low...........?!
T.T
i almost cried during math intro lecture. roar. cos gg by the standards set by the lecturer/hod,
I DON'T EVEN QUALIFY TO TAKE MATH.

AT ALL.

haiiiiiiiiiiii. but i really need math! everything in the world needs math. at least in the near future, the uni courses need math! it's a prerequisite to have h2 math. aw man. me? jump to h2?! tht's insanity. D: haii. my physics is no better. =.= and i dun wanna be the only person to take triple science. like what weechong says. BAAAHH.


HOW?!

i hope i don't lose myself on the way. :x


btw, this is me.
http://www.personalitypage.com/ESFP_rel.html
i suppose ba. i was searching arnd abt these stuff randomly just now. since i have been nodding my head to what's written thr, it shld be describing me right? (: hmmm, at least i can understand myself better. ok, gotta get ready for og dinner ltr. (: bye!