heya!(:

happy chinese new yr & v day!

hehs, this IS cliche, but who cares? (: it's a once-in-57 years-thing ok, so i must hop onto the bandwagon bfore it's too late. haha, yea! wells, i've just finished playing 1.5 rounds of mahjong with my family! it was super fun :D i kept gang-ing (both an gang & ming gang ok, don't play play). THEN! this is the COOLEST part of it all!!

i got ALL THE FOUR ANIMALS in ONE game!!!! omigosh!!!!! so cool righttt?? hahaha, i got 3 at first go with 2 flowers(wow), and was super duper high. then, i got THE LAST ANIMAL!!!!! omggggggggggg, so freaking lucky!!! hahaha. :DDDD im lazy to upload the pic.

ok, so my house is filled with cny goodies. *slaps forehead in bewilderment* we've only finished one container of cookies. aiyo, it's only one. ... there are like mountains more? hehs, and i realisd still have florence thr de dou fu bing. o.O calories. haha!

oh! there are NO nice shows to watch during cny. NONE. although it's quite expected cos it has been this way for as long as i can rmb, this yr's really kinda bad. my family turned the tv off fr like 8-10.30?? and we stoned. yea, stoned. so siann!! that was, well, until the mahjong started. :D hahaha. mahjong rocks, the hp mahjong doesnt, cos the feel's missing.

(btw, thr just simply aren't any nice pics on cny la. so sad ): )

it's valentine's ppl! (: ok, no feeling. no diff ba, cos this is not a cause of celebration for me? hehs. :D BUT! my sister's bringing her bf along for reunion dinner today! chu yi + velantine's = courage. :D

aww, thx nat & pris for the messages! ((: so sweet! haha, i really love maa alot, esp the ogls~~

went back to swiss on friday after ac celebrations :D hehs, sense of familiarity thr... (: ok, i still like ac! but i love swiss more. cos tht's whr all my friends & teachers & memories are! (: hehs, even though swiss was practically deserted when we reached thr, it was still fun! :D we bought oranges and gave them to ms susan lim while she was waiting for a cab, then shouted "xin nian kai le!!" across the road. haha!

went into swiss and saw ms ng!! saw DARREN OH EN JIANG, sylvester, SIEW ZI FENG, hafiza, bhav, zahin, paul, aik yang, huiqi... :D so happy. haha. 92.948% of the teachers were gona by thn): so we had no chance to give mdm tan her rose tht we brought painstakingly, all the way fr ac to swiss. haha, but gave it to ms ng& ms lam eventually. gave oranges to them, ms wu, mdm choo, mr liu, mr sashi, mr simon wong... left oranges on some teachers' desks too! it was cool walking through the staff room without hecking abt the chers inside. hehe. oops? we stopped to investigate some of their desks too. :x but anyways, nen & i were so hungry tht we peeled the oranges to eat. haha, desperate la.

something bad happened after that. i have a pic of it. o.o anyways, at that venue, mr liu talked to us abt taking up leadership opprtunities in jc & go for all the overseas trips that we can so as to learn from them(: well, it made me rethink abt life in jc ba, acj, in fact. hehs, i feel that im so slack. roar. i cant chiong cos i'll fall asleep. =.= how great is that? math is freaking me out)):

instant friendships are making me feel awkward too. hehs, makes me feel good, cos i get to know more ppl and shed of my ultra-shy personality; bad, cos i know these are damn superficial. they make me feel lonelier actually. roar. but anyways, thank goodness i stilll have nen & jess ok. if not i'll be so empty!! D: haii. im in a situation where im neither here nor there. distanced fr my swiss &greenwood friends, putting on a very warm and friendly front when actually there's a small part of me that's heting all this shit. im neither close to my ac friends too): it's more like close acquaintences instead. roar. such is the complexity of ng huiern's mind(:

im an ISTJ btw. but im a half E & half I; so a tie means im an I. O.o hehs, half true, half false. how ironic, yet how truthful right? hahas. ok, im missing the times i had in swiss right now tht i feel like crying oh, i wish that i can snap out of this transition phase real soon. (: dint get to talk to cf, jolie, shimin, weechong, edna, ally, bryan, ziliang on fri. )): those few sentences don't count ok. roar!!!!!! disliking the late fr ac. D: i really really wanna catch up with swiss ppl esp 4e6 ppl!!! dinner-ed @ jack's place with nen, eggy, kahhong, jun hong & bhav. talked. (: felt so nice. i wanna meet up again!! like with shimin they all too! ahhhhhh. T.T where is chen yanyan huh?? super long nv talk to her le! jiu xiang shi tu ran jian shi qu lian luo lor. saddd): thn justin yeo! my hao jie mei! ((: )): roar. thn sherlyn..... im feeling so so so sad cos i nv talk to her anymore le): zifeng & ren oh too)): haii. then what about huixin huiying paulina?? *pouts* co?? brahhhhhhhhhgagagaaga.

anyways, it's the new year ppl! i need resolutions haha.

1. 
   
   become a serious mugger. find study groups.
2. 
   
   make friends with& bond with my class, w/o losing contact with maa
3. 
   
   chat with swiss & greenwood friends. <3
4. 
   
   try to sleep 6 hrs/ day.
5. 
   
   be consistent & determined.
6. 
   
   worship God more wholeheartedly.
7. 
   
   learn how to balance work & relaxation

yea! not bad right?  :D haha, oh, i shall continue to speak mandarin too! my class has ppl who speak chinese. yes!!! im happy. :D

haha, my current mood aint high, partly cos my mood song is home by michael buble.

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm


May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know


And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that


Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home


Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home


And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me


Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home


And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know


Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

(: chow guys!