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31.12.07

last post of the year. :D

WHEE HOO~
its gonna be 2008 in a few minutes~
*excited*excited*
hehe,n im not gonna sound lyk a desperado sending so mani of da same sms juz bcos my hp's gg crazy. XD
wahahas. :D
yea. :D
LET'S COUNTDOWN, PEOPLE~

24.12.07

yea,heard dat zaiyuan is sick. T.T
GET WELL SOON.
roar!!
sinting ar, u'r making me cry!!
T.T
haii!!! i hope to gif it to u soon barhs. mayb i'll rush to bbcc on 30dec??
cos when i juz fly back u all perform finish le/juz start to perform. hhas.
jiu... guess huixin will gif u first ba.
hehe, :P
sorry sorry sorry!!!
DARREN OH~
HOME SWEET HOME~
wahahas,darren oh en jiang the shuai is back from japan~~
yays! hhas. n dis post is specially dedicated to him de! ::D
yea,n its GREEN.
WAHAHAS. :D
happy barhs?
hehe,n dat darren oh,the bu shuai,
called me to lengthen this post. yea.
wahahas.
n he said juz
5 times ONLY
-.- hhas...
i dun wan leh. hhas. 5 more lines barhs. :D

23.12.07

malaysia trip '07

wahahas,malaysia trip was sure fun~ but i wun update first cos i wanna do hw. hhas.
anw,i found mani ppl de friendster! but haven't add yet. wahahas
:D watch out for my malaysia trip post + christmas post~
hhas... ohya,im gonna kope pics fr ppl's blogs. hehe.
if u dun allow me to do so jiu tag me barhs. :D thanks~
annyeong~
yea,im gonna start on my hw SERIOUSLY cos i dun haf time le. hhas. da only thing dat im worried about is my jian3 bao4.
ROAR.
cos, i dun subscribe to lianhe zaobao.
n i dun rmb in time on wed to buy lianhe zaobao(cos of bao4mi3hua1)
when i rmb,dere's only lianhe wanbao left. -.=
n, i oso dun rmb to buy friday weekly. ROAR.
i got friday weekly at hm but, its jian3 bao4 u noe?
i nd to jian3 my bao4 leh.
hehe,i dun wan. XD
so,wish me good luck barhs. :):)
*** *** ***
i went to peiyi's blog yesterday. :D
go see the latest post - on woodwinds classics de. :D
hahax,really damn funny.
read da comments too~
well,u haf to be an insider to really experience what the joke's all about.
wahahas. :D
yays~ WOODWINDS RAWKS BIG TIME!!!
wahaha. :D
that's really true! :D :D
woodwinds...
woodwinds really brings back all the memories...
:D
really veri fortunate to be in woodwinds with such wonderful seniors n juniors(esp sinyee!)
:D well,woodwinds juz rawks la. XD
hhas.
*** *** ***
hmmm.next yr,
sec 3 le wors.
grow big big le.
hmmm, well,next yr sec3 le.
it sure is gonna b a great turning point in my life.
firstly,next yr change class le,gonna make new friends n gonna become better friends with my current friends~ hahas. let's juz hope that it would turn out this way.
secondly,next yr schoolwork is gonna be so tiring cos we're alr preparing for o levels.
*gasps*
thirdly,next yr, peiyi,weijie,qiaohui,felicia,eileen,germaine,kaining will be gone. T.T
*crys*
haii,lyk wat huixin said, we're all alone. HAII!!
well,dere's gonna b so much fun missed out with them u noe?
ever since sihui,peiting,shunqi stepped down,
i heard fr pui n wj dat woodwinds shao3 le some fun.
then,sinting,yuping,dewei stepped down.
OMG. dat was sure hell.
the first sectionals after dat,woodwinds was like *silence*...
luckily peiyi,feli n eileen dey all livened it up,
so it wasn't really that bad. :D
kudos to them~
if not for them,maybe woodwinds would have fallen apart already. *sobs*
well,the cruel truth is: woodwinds alr not so united lor. haii.
as u can c,sec1,they r so anti. haii.
well,except for chikomm sinyee la. wahahs.
lalala?
now peiyi dey all gonna step down le.
ROAR.
hmms,left us?
wahahas. let's do an analysis.
(dun really haf da rights to. but anyways,hu cares? XD)
sec3 next yr:huixin,me,fengcan,jordan,sylvester,hilary,ziyong,jieren.
me n huixin: wahahas.we'll get VERY HIGH. :D hopefully it entertains woodwinds a lil. hhas.
fengcan: hey ppl,he's boringer dan me~ im comforted. xD hhas. hey guys,he discusses jiangjunling n qingdian when we're having meals. hhas. well,its good cos its good (=.=) but its bad cos im sitting next to him for almost ALL the meals. wahahas.
jordan:wahaha ppl,he's sure one entertaining chap. xD let's juz hope fc entertains with jordan too. hhas.
sylvester:hhas,the pro one. well,he's sure pro,so his jnrs r quite pro too! :D summore he practices with ziyong so let's hope ziyong wun abandon us. :D
hilary: wahaha,hilary is CRAZY over magazines. n she becomes friends with jnrs too! :D but the con is,her jnrs dun listen to her. =.= hilary! xiong1 yi4 dian3!
ziyong:hehe,the pro-er of qudi. :) hmm,not veri into co but at least he really practices n uses ruixiang as his role model. :D somemore got sylvester ma~
jieren:hhas,jieren! the jnr among the snrs cos he juz joined co this yr. :) hhas. quite an entertaining guy too,juz dat he falls asleep behind bars(zys' golden bars) whenever mrlee's teaching. ROAR. dats damn bad.

hhas. our level is considered quite united. :D cos we're alr friends with one another ma. hhas.
:D budden i dunno about our next batch lor. hhas. well,zhiqing n sylvia. :) same class,but not into co. so can be considered bad influence? maybe we can make one of them interested so both of them will become interested~ hmmm,easier said than done. tianshou,same class as zhiqing n sylvia. but dun think they r close? n he's so blur!! hhas. dunno whether dats good or bad. sinyee n libin. wahahas. chikomm leh~ same class,quite into co. :D hhas. dats GREAT~ well,fr wat i have observed during open house day:
none of da sec2/3 except huixin,qiaohui n i came. jiu teach them a lil lor. then,can c dat da gurls quite ok la. :) juz not close enough. hhas. jiayous~ woodwinds MUST be united!!! cannot hui3 in our hands de!!!

hhas,back to da topic. next yr,sec 3 le. next yr officially does duties of a JOL. *gasps* hhas. hope dat i'll become a good JOL barhs. hhas. but its stil scary esp when u haf to conduct. hhas. muz really lian4 my paizi!! roar. its not dat wen3 yet lor. x_X hhas. yea~ n my new year resolution as a JOL is to know as mani current sec1 as possible n try to make them into co. :D n next yr,im gonna do my best to make our next batch into co too! hhas. jiu wish us good luck barhs. hhas.

yeayea,last but not least,next year,officially cannot c sinting yuping n school le. ROAR. when they stepped dwn its still not dat bad cos they r still in swiss. :D still can c each other. hhas.
but next yr,they go to jc le! T.T hhas. but still muz,wish dem good luck la. :D jc life isn't fun wors. hhas. but i think,since dey n mani other friends oso go to same school,it wun b dat stressful?
hhas. next yr hope dey will come back some day? budden its oso quite... quite not the same anymore. cos peiyi dey all step down le,left my batch dat dey know. n summore sinting yuping closer to peiyi's batch ma. so when they come back,most likely will feel left out - all the unfamiliar faces,all the unfamiliar songs... so i would rather they not come back. hhas. but when they come back,they still haf teachers-in-charge arhs. hhas.

[[dis part is specially dedicated to all sec3 friends (excl. woodwinds de)~ hmmm,muz start with zaiyuan! hhas. this yr de chairman. yea,dis yr den start to become friends with u de. hhas. hmm,maybe cos we live in same neighbourhood so we veri close? XD hhas. jiu in a veri short tym,we become very very very close friends le. hhas. n in dis short amt of tym,we oso quarelled quite a number of times. hhas. anw,dats not da main point. jiu,before i came to know u,i only know that u n peiyi n very good friends too. hhas. go taiwan jiu will buy many many things for peiyi. (make us so ENVIOUS) wahahas. after befriending u, jiu noe y u r such a good friend of peiyi. hhas. :D really. u'r really an awesome friend~ :D
hehe,nxt,john. hhas. quite surprised dat i wrote for u right? hhas. yea,john. always make fun of my hair de. ROAR. hhas. but u r a good friends la. hhas. will joke around with us,chat with us.. hhas. yea,still rmb last yr when i take same train as u,we always haf nothing to sae. n its juz awkward silence. hhas. i really hated kranji for being so far fr yewtee. xD hhas. den,bit by bit jiu become more like friends lor. hhas. den sometimes talk until i hated dat kranji is so near fr yewtee. XD hhas... :D jiu liddat,we become friends le lor. hhas. :)
tricia,cassandra,debbie. :D hhas,well,we r not dat close,budden somehow linked here n dre until like become fren le. hhas. well,u all r veri friendly lor. hehe,last tym i din really like to talk to "strangers". den u l juz chatted to me lor. hhas. :D thanks~ den nw its lyk really no problem talking to u all le~ :D
qinxin,ernest~ hhas. :D well,we r nt veri close huh? hhas. budden at least considered friends la. :) hehe. qinxin! always noe dat u r a veri friendly person wors. hhas. veri close to yan n huixin summore. hhas. :) jiayous jiayous~ although we not veri close budden i wun forget u de! wahhas. ernest.. we lyk a mth ago den talk. x_X wahahas. well well, kinda regretted not becoming friends with u earlier. hhas. :D actually u oso veri funny de. hhas. :D wahahas. jiu hope dat we'll become closer barh! hehe.
andrew wahahas. hmmm,considered my kor? hmm,nvm. hhas. well,last yr jiu become friends with u le la. hhas. well,u were always the act pro in english de la. XD hahaz. luckily now got msteo to correct u~ hhas.. aiya. jkjk la. :D hhas. :) well,muz say dat u r quite a good friend to me wors. hhas. :) woohoo~ n u r cute. :) john's cuter. :):) im CUTEST~ :D]]

wahahas,dats all for now barhs. :D hhas. i really gotta do my hw le. ROAR. hhas. can any kind soul donate an issue or two of lianhe zaobao's bao mi hua n friday weekly? pretty pretty please? hhas. :D
annyeong~

p.s. feli!! wahahas. im not depressed le la. i learnt fr it too n i will NEVER EVER make this stu[id mistake ever again! wahahas.

p.s.p.s. its gonna be christmas soon~ hhas. God bless all of you. hhas. n i feel guilty not gg to christmas bash all because of HOMEWORK. roar. hhas.

p.s.p.s.p.s. im gg off to taiwan fr 26dec-30dec. hehe. SHOPPING! yea. n im SADDED cos i cun go to bbcc concert. omg,sinting's performing la. ror. zaiyuan's performing too. boo! T.T

piss off

warning: im veri pissed off in this post so u can choose not to read it. :D

walao.
i juz checked my dad's hp this morning.
n guess wat i realised?
ALL my sms fr SENIORS are gone.
shit la.
it's really all u noe.
what the fucking hell la.
it's like... all the memories are deleeted just like that.
what is this??
got sms fr my birthday 2 yrs ago,whr my pri school friends wished me hapopy birthday.
got sms fr my birthday last yr,got JOANNE+yan de sms(cherished dem cos at dat tym,we weren't close).
got sms fr SYF,whr snrs comforted me when i couldn't get into syf.
walao,this is so heartbreaking ok...
i still rmb sinting sent me a 2-part message to tell me not to b sad.
i still rmb qiaohui conforting me n telling me not to cry le.
T.T
now all these treasured tangible memories are gone.
all that's left are those in my memory.
haii!!
Sinting: Hey gurl,dun sad le. u r really a very good sheng player. really. but syf got limi,so have to sacrifice u.. sorry.. if got no limit, u surely can go for syf de! but peiyi n weijie only have this one and only chance to go n perform. while u still have the next syf n u surely can go de. muz believe me dat u r a good sheng player. dun cry le la. cheer up and move on. smile! =)
Qiaohui: Hey meimei! dun sad le, hao ma? u very pro de,sure can make it to syf de. but syf too many people le.. meimei,dun cry alr la. ok? =)
omg,im crying.
not because dat i cun get into syf.
but because my deardear snrs sent me such touching sms la. T.T
n now they are all gone. n now i can only remember the idea of the sms,
incomplete with the words.
haii!!
*** *** ***
what the fucking hell.
my father actually CLEANED OUT my wardrobe.
hello???
this is MY wardrobe.
and the most infuriatiing thing is that he ASSUMES too much.
way way way too much.
damn.
he has this kind of air around him that smells of "I know it all"
damn.
he says that he knows what clothes and stuff to clear out from the wardrobe and put inside some eeky box under a bed dat will turn the contents dusty n mouldy in no time.
he says he knows what clothes i don't wear so thoise would be inside the box too.
he says he knows that the box is AIR-TIGHT.
hello??
have some common sense please.
the thing that i don't like about people touching my stuff is cos:
1) i dunno whr my things r.
2) my things get damn dusty n dirty.
3) once u put it away fr my sight,i will never use it again.
4) i like to keep in check the clothes n stuff i have.

so,scram off.
he's still speaking with that sickening "i know" phrase.
he's still assuming too much.
he's still thinking that im the innocent little girl that doesn't have a mind of her own.
he's still thinking that he's forever right.
he's still happy when we go according to his wishes.
he's still getting pissed when we don't.
he's still getting high blood pressure when we want to choose our own things in life.
piss off man.
im already 14 this year,turning sec3 in the next.
im already in upper secondary n he still treats me like upper kindergarten.
yea,right.

roar. im not gonna waste anymore time on this,stupid.

10.12.07

hehe,sry about dat post man. budden im really #@$%#&$&@$ about dose stuff. hhas. budden im back to my usual sweet,cute,refined and absoulutely adorable self. :D
WAHAHAHAS~
yupyup. i wanna blog about my long long long camp away from home~ hhas. budden no time le. as u can c, its super early in the morning. n i gotta get MORE sleep.
hehe. juz in case u dunno, i slept for 3 hours straight for 5 nights and i still endured through long and taxing days. wahaha. pro ba? :D i noe dat.
so when i came back on sat,i slept for 18 hours~ wahaha. i was expecting at least 20hours. but,oh well, its already good enough. XD
ahaha.
yup,n im still having malaysia trip this sunday~
who0ts~ im damn high la. wahha
hehs. so for now,im getting my beauty sleep. :D
ohya,im hungry! n i jus brsting with food just now? XD
annyeong!

p.s. goong s ended. n im lyk. wat?? i was seriously anticipating for some interesting parts in the show. aiyo,obviously im disappointed. hehe. watcing goong s is simply such a waste of time. goong is a GAZILLION times better ok. XD esp when shin n chaegyong r inside. XD hhas.

p.s.p.s. oh my gosh, I LOVE WOODWINDS~
HEY PEOPLE~
im finally back at home. wahaha.
i know dat all of u miss me la. :):)
XD anw,
im damn SADDED cos

1. i cun go to WOODWINDS OUTING!!!
lyk: wat the hell.. T.T its WOODWINDS outing ok.
eeyer,sinting,yuping,dewei went! summore ALL the guys in ww went too~ omg.
im starting to cry. n ww went to ESCAPE~ n dey had a hell lot of fun. T.T
(sry guys,im vulgar. BUT hu cares when im missing out on SO MUCH FUN??)
*ROAR*
hey ppl,woodwinds rawks whole time ok. ROAR. i feel so guilty for not gg to da outing. T.T ARGH~ i BADLY want to attend a woodwinds outing!!
ohya. reading woodwind-ers' blog posts on da outing doesnt make it any better. T.T

2. i went to singapore-malaysia adventure camp 2007
yea. its 5 days4nights. well,its freakingly long. T.T hey people,cos of this stupid camp,
i cant go to woodwinds outing,im gonna miss out on all the fun n games during co camp! what the hell. da onli good part of this camp is making new friends n qualifying to become a tour guide ( like you take people around serangoon n tell dem dat this place was named after a bird called rangoon. lyk, hey ppl, co doesn't nd to know dat. =.= ) ohya. ive got contact rashes n i look as if i have leprosy. ROAR.

3. i dint enjoy co camp.
walao. its CO CAMP ok. hey ppl,co camp is MY LIFE. co is MY LIFE. woodwinds is MY LIFE. so what's the focus of my life if i miss 60% of co camp,miss 90% of fun in co and miss 90% of bonding with seniors n juniors in co?? omg. i feel damn sad ok. S-A-D. i dint get to play all the super fun games with woodwinds. haii. to make things WORSE,during POP dinner, i was serving food all the time dat i din get to eat with woodwinds,din get to talk to seniors before they officially pass out. AND,just to pick up litter after the dinner, I MISSED OUT ON THE WHOLE POP CEREMONY. what the fucking hell. hey people,that's the part of co camp dat is really important. walao. freak la. i actually MISSED THE WHOLE THING. shitty shit. wahpiang. sorry to sinting(esp!),yuping n dewei. i missed out on the ceremony. i missed out crying with all of you. i missed out on everything. T.T WALAO. i cant stand it le. haii.

T.T these 3 things make me really damn sad+guilty+disappointed ok. freak la.